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β˜†JennΡ—e S Jonzenβ˜† Is He Dead Yet?! πŸ––LLAPπŸ€ŸπŸ€βœ΄οΈβœ³οΈπŸŒŸβ˜˜οΈπŸ—½πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡¦πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸŒˆπŸ—ΏπŸŒ»πŸ’™πŸ’›β­οΈ
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Partially blame a guy from India I briefly married (he knows who he is) for raising the bar. Partially blame myself for being a weird AuD girl who would rather fall "in lust" with an actor or celebrity I can't have. than fall in love with someone in person, who will fall short of my expectations.

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β˜†JennΡ—e S Jonzenβ˜† Is He Dead Yet?! πŸ––LLAPπŸ€ŸπŸ€βœ΄οΈβœ³οΈπŸŒŸβ˜˜οΈπŸ—½πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡¦πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸŒˆπŸ—ΏπŸŒ»πŸ’™πŸ’›β­οΈ
@astartiel.substack.com

At this point, I have little hope for love for myself in this lifetime.

β˜†JennΡ—e S Jonzenβ˜† Is He Dead Yet?! πŸ––LLAPπŸ€ŸπŸ€βœ΄οΈβœ³οΈπŸŒŸβ˜˜οΈπŸ—½πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡¦πŸ³οΈβ€πŸŒˆπŸŒˆπŸ—ΏπŸŒ»πŸ’™πŸ’›β­οΈ@astartiel.substack.com

I know guys on here have been interested in me, guys on Fallout 76, & even occasionally guys in person, but have never met one I could say I felt the same way about & that straight mix of Mr Darcy & Lestat de Lioncourt I'm looking for doesn't seem to exist.