Truthfully I think very few people are gonna care much if I die in 6 months, theres been a lot of patterns with many being distant when i cry for help, and I think this will only continue to be how it goes pretty consistently till the end.
I am considering asking my care team when I will qualify for assisted death. I know many think its unethical, but i also dont know how much I will be able take it when the suffering really starts and the prolonging of life stops being worth it. Nobody likes to hear this but I'm just being real.