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man screw it it's vent post o'clock. I don't know what people want me to be anymore. every single freaking time I try to be myself I just get thrown to the curb and now I'm afraid of talking to people because I'm inevitably just going to end up losing everyone I meet

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I don't know what's socially acceptable, I don't know what people want from me, I don't know what it takes until I can be *safe* around someone else. I'm stressed out and lonely. I just want to be able to talk to people without constantly worrying about if I messed up yet again

I'm desperate. I feel like I'm stranded and I don't know if any of the people that I talk to are silently giving up on me. can I even trust people anymore???

Im not sure how you feel about me but I relate really hard to this. However I do have a support network and shit so im in a privileged situation, i suppose... I'm open to talk, if you want. Just signalling by this reply that my DMs are open