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More FB ranting… I reshared an old picture of me. Circa 2005, maybe. And I said: This girl was so incredibly awesome and cool, and I WANT HER BACK. /1

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She went away because she let everyone convince her she was too much - too emotional, too crazy, too silly, too unserious, too annoying, too obnoxious, too needy, too clingy, too loud, too demanding, too weird, too boring, TOO TOO MUCH. (If I'm too much, go find less.) /2

And where are those people now? Hah. Hahahahaha. Funny how you bend and twist and distort yourself to suit the wants and needs of people who will drop you on the face the second it's not easy to love you. (What?!?! We don't acknowledge the toxicity in public!) /3

I will fight with my bare hands. I will scale entire mountains if I have to. But I want her back, and I want her to know that she always deserved to be loved unconditionally, and she didn't deserve to empty herself for fools who couldn't value what didn't serve them in the moment. /5