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my whole life ive been inside a tunnel, a tunnel of prejudice, a tunnel of misunderstanding, a tunnel of insults, of anger, of apathy. a tunnel lined with messages about how i could never accomplish anything, a tunnel built by people with a lack of interest in my hobbies,

a tunnel that keeps becoming harder and harder to walk through as the oxygen runs out and my willpower is depleting, the world around me is getting dark,im hearing voices, they're telling other voices to hurt me, i deserve it, idk how much longer i can ignore this, because the voices are right,

everything's getting dark, i dont know how to navigate in the right direction anymore, ive got no one to help me out of that tunnel, nor do i think i deserve to get out, everyone ive talked to has forgotten about me in mere weeks,

occasionally i hear someone else in that tunnel, just as lost as i am, but they never hear me, my voice lands on deaf ears, can anyone even hear me? has anyone ever listened to me, or do they just nod their heads out of pity, the tunnel still hasnt ended, but im hoping its all over soon