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i don't struggle with anhedonia, i'm actually quite good at it. dot t-shirt dot com. slash order? this one's kind of gotten away from me i think.

21/10/26, 5:19 am0 reposts0 likes

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@rinion.studio

my modem tried to keep me from posting this one.

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@rinion.studio

anyway i feel like it's not really an accurate term (so like most if not all labels already) but i don't know what else to call it when i think about it? very little attachment to what they call dopamine but not in a way that prevents regularly doing neat and fun things. somehow.

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@rinion.studio

part of it is certainly that we don't seem to experience many regular emotions in the first place. it's frequently a half-step to mania with a foot in dedication, instead of "enjoyment". it's the star-crossed love-hate, instead of "like" or "dislike". so maybe that's all the disconnect.