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Idk, creatures. I may not be doing so good mentally. Is this depression? I’m just so tired. I miss my mom. I miss having energy. I miss wanting to do anything except sitting in vr and clinging to my friends. I’m so tired.

Every night I hop into vr with the hopes I can just find a lap to sit in and be held. Usually it’s just a desire, sometimes it’s the only thing I want. But it’s always a major reason for starting VRChat every night.

Sometimes I end up at a rave or other event and can just get into the music. but if i’m not with someone i know for too long, I’ll probably slowly go nonverbal and then end up just shutting down vr and going to bed, where I binge whatever YouTube I can to make myself sleep.