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This is literally the worst I have been since a long time. Everything that I have done last year that motivated me and improved my mood is just gone. I just numb my senses with youtube and shorts brainrot because I can not focus on anything or be motivated to do anything.

zekro

@zekro.de

I sleep like shit and I have exactly 0 motvation to get up in the morning. Work just sucks and feels just like senseless, repeating, annoying slop. Every little thing just pushes me down the cliff and pisses me off. Literally nothing makes any fun anymore.

7/1/26, 10:09 pm0 reposts1 like

zekro

@zekro.de

7 Jan

The only thing I have left currently to focus on is drawing. But I literally can't do it anymore for longer than 30 minutes until I get absolutely drained, it is fucking abysmal. I know I tend to winter depression, but this time it hits 10x worse than ever before.

zekro

@zekro.de

7 Jan

Sorry for this negativity, but I needed to vent these shit thoughts I have for a minute. I hope I can get back to practicing art a bit more and post some stuff from that.

Thies Ohme

@mcds.moe

7 Jan

Don't worry. I'm ill right now and my motivation besides watching YouTube, Anime, and reading books is doing dumb shit with my new Flipper Zero. For example, trying to copy the control for my fm radio or trying to copy the garage remote.