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sako
@alt.sako.works

I'm sorry, I don't like how I've been acting here recently. I really don't like being like this, I will try to tone it back down. I wanna spend less time yapping about bad things and more time making stuff. but I don't wanna be silent and ambiguous anymore either.

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sako
@alt.sako.works

I realised that me being somewhat quiet about things in the last few years resulted in certain people I worked closely with having a warped image of me. maybe the way I talked made me seem unopiniated, but I'm more just a coward who wants to avoid uncomfortable (but ultimately unavoidable) arguments

sako
@alt.sako.works

it really shouldn't have been a surprise to someone working with me for years that I strongly value certain things, but I guess it wasn't self-evident enough. though another reason why I was kinda quiet publicly was that I felt like a hypocrite, working on something that goes against my views

sako
@alt.sako.works

having said all that, I want to avoid being another person on the timeline posting about things I hate and how everything sucks. I'd rather share things that make me and others happy

Exentio Kawasaki 🎐🌸✒️ Comms open!
@exentio.sexy

Yeah, it starts as an outlet to vent all that negativity that built up over time, and then it overwhelms you. It made me miserable in the past. But in the end these feelings will keep existing, so rather than let them build up again, I believe it's important to find a healthier way to let them out

mery
@merychirstmas.bsky.social

i really enjoy seeing you on my timeline irrespective of whatever you're saying. i always enjoy reading your takes and seeing your excitement over things. say your things! i'm saying things in a very inelegant way but don't be afraid to share yourself! to express yourself!

sako
@alt.sako.works

ahh thank you, I'm happy to hear that... I always worry about dumping more negativity into people's timelines that I assume are already filled with negativity. I'll still try to keep it to a minimum