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Ryan Cox
@coxitron.com

Ugh. Making the choice to not have your family in your life is tough, but I’m genuinely doing better despite the periodic sadness and self questioning. I turn 50 this week and a card came in the mail from my mom after 13 years not speaking. Not sure I can open it. Not sure if that’s unfair. Life man

Ryan Cox
@coxitron.com

I’m not the kind of person who can ponderously hold on to those kinds of things. I have to know or let go. But I also need to finish dinner and the first thing that goes for me be it anxiety or depression is my appetite. I probably know the right answer for me…but I don’t know if that’s the good one

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Ryan Cox
@coxitron.com

I spent half my childhood in Ohio when her and my sister were in California so even just her handwriting on the envelope does a number on the mentals