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in march ‘01, nearing graduation and the deadline for getting kicked out, i enlisted in the army with a planned shipdate in nov between march and nov *something* happened, and i got a 48hr notice (received a half day late) to report in late sept it was a weird spot to see the 9/11 aftershocks from

for one thing, my class had been half a class originally going to ft moore (then benning), half going to ft jackson, somehow all in a hastily added cycle at ft. leonard wood which are respectively the infantry training base, the base nicknamed “relaxin’ jackson”, and “fort lost in the woods”

half my class signed up before (me included), when it was easy for recruiters to make enlistment look like another route to college with some cash and job training bonuses. half ran to sign up after in the post-attack nationalistic haze. it made for even more of a melting pot than usual for basic

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with hindsight, 9/11 broke the collective consciousness of the US due to the realization that international news could happen TO us and not just from us it made daily life first feel like a liminal echo of reality in shock, and then an increasingly horrifying black mirror of reality in response

leaving the outside world a couple weeks after during the first phase, and re-entering it months later during the second, with a few letters and calls as my only contact in-between changed my perspective so did seeing a lot of those patriotic sign-ups lose their shit when daydreams got consequences