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Feels like i'm kinda just withering away doing work and not much else of note lately. Certainly depression and anxiety. But also hard to find a new hobby or social outlet now that I am so turned off by Magic, which is where 99% of my friends came from the last 10 years.

I love my job, but it's also so draining. It's a lot. I feel too exhausted to do much of anything on weekends and evenings other than rot in bed and play video games or watch youtube. At least when the NBA was on that was something to follow, now even that feels empty.