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You know, I find it interesting how every personality has its own unique flavor of crashout. Obviously there's the fight or flight response the body responds to stress with, but even that comes in different flavors. Some let depression sink in, weigh them down, tell them they are worthless...

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Others externalize their troubles onto rage, and turn into absolute monstrous pieces of shit. Some people see all the crap that's wrong with the world and try to fix it, and tell themselves it's their fault everything is wrong. Some destroy themselves just to feel loved...

Some project all of that emotional stuff into creative endeavors and tell themselves that if they aren't creative enough, they're failures. Others just want life to be peaceful so badly that they just roll over and accept whatever terrible shit is pushed on them.

Myself, I'm not immune to this. For me, I keep most of my emotions tucked away in a cabinet where I don't have to deal with the troublesome little buggers. I can keep most of them nearly tucked away. Except anxiety. Man, fuck anxiety.

Because every time I stick that little fucker in a drawer, it just soaks right through. No matter what I do with it, no matter how much I try to contain it, it always gets out. I can't seem to stop the damn thing. And it sucks because I logically know what I need to do next, but the anxiety just...