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when i was invited to the full panel interview for my job, i turned it down i sent an email to the hiring manager & architect, saying i was honored that they would even consider me for this role of a lifetime, but i didn’t think i had what it takes just yet

despite passing the initial tech screen, i was intimidated by the job req. it was full of knowledge & skills i either didn’t have enough of or just flat-out didn’t have. i was terrified of failing spectacularly. turning down the job meant i’d never have to see what it might be like to fail

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they both emailed me back urging me to reconsider. there was a lot of kindness & encouragement. so i did reconsider 4 years later, my network helped launch NASA probes towards Mars & then landed its booster on a barge in the middle of the ocean

i didn’t design it. but i did all the initial testing & integration once we had the equipment. for years, i got to know it on a deep level & i taught many others about it too the job hasn’t been perfect sunshine & rainbows (nothing ever is). it’s actually been super difficult at times…

…but it has forced me to grow as a person & as a professional. i’ve learned a lot of cool stuff & met a lot of intelligent, cool people if u have the means—take the chance on yourself. you really never know

I’m proud of you and the amazing things you’ve accomplished. It’s been a privilege to watch you home-in your skills and build confidence as an Engineer. I’m glad to be a friend (even if just online) and to have you as a colleague in this field. Great work and keep shooting for the stars! 🚀✨

It's so crazy to me that I get to watch this wild tech journey or growth and self-actualization because a tiny bird sassed me a bunch on Tumblr

Great story! Thanks for opening up & sharing! Completely understand the initial declination. There's way too much pressure now on applicants to have all the spectacular skills the hiring entity desires. When I started in the 80's it was about having a solid foundation & learning abilities.