𝔞𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶 | commissions open

My commissions are open! Feel free to shoot me a dm if you're interested <3 More info at amaryllisno.neocities.org/commissions

the UK really cooked with "sorting out" something, it's so versatile

Conducting client correspondance got me feeling like dog woman

If you can lend a hand I’d appreciate it. You can always buy my music or games that helps too! ko-fi.com/megaflare0/g...

Subconscious projection & tsundere ass dream

Had a dream where they were calling me tsundere, I am NOT a tsundere hmph

I posted this in my discord and no one laughed so I'm posting it here where the target audience is ahem which way, western woman

I am so jealous of trans women who just go for it, actually voice train despite the shame and cringe

Me waiting patiently for potential commissioners in my dms

🧡 SYNERGY 💜

making a new commission sheet rn and honestly I'm really just enjoying making these little ornamental details

New commission page update, what do you think? amaryllisno.neocities.org/commissions

@amaryllis.no has a crazy good commission deal if you've got a commission from her before. Honestly, $50 off a next comm is a steal you should take advantage of it just saying, because i think it's too much of a discount LMAO

a huge part of designing is knowing how much to strip back. Overdesigning is an easy trap to fall into

Haven't taken any progesterone for a while until a couple days ago and damn it sure is doing it's thing

crazy how I can go from this to that

wip

Stuff is happening

What's the last piece of media that left you in awe?

It's crazy how from software has been the only game studio to inspire the same kind of awe in me as I had when playing games as a kid. Inspiring in every sense

They got so that you can use your digital ID in the self checkout to get energy drinks and alcohol, but sometimes the staff have to do security checks anyway, and they get your whole fucking face UP on the godamn self checkout screen I hate this, this is the last place I want to be aware of my face

"What an Amazing Digital Blowjob, divine my dear, do you have a kofi link or something or other?"- someone out there probably idk

Legit can't open my phone in public at all

I had a few cigarettes after a crashout, not my proudest moment, but damn I might as well have submerged myself in a pile of ash with the way the smell lingers

thank you girlfriend for pulling me out of a depressive episode

Amary

it's here!

I try to be more conscious about practicing positive self-talk, but suppressing that negative internal voice feels just like building up a reservoir that's inevitably bound to break. Idk how I can teach my brain not to wish I wasn't alive all the time