Andonoz πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

Andonoz πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

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Passionate freelance πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ 🎨 You can call me Ando, π”Έβ„π•‹π•€π•Šπ•‹ - 𝐒𝐅𝐖 ✨ Art is my world and dream. On HRT finally 🩷 FFXIV + Gatcha gamer 🚫 No AI here

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I see so many trans do a before and after picture and see how much they changed. And honestly it would be a big big contrast for me as well. But GOSH, I do not like looking at my old pictures and how I looked back then ... so idk if I will ever do so haha 🫣 I like current me πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

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Going to the hairdresser today. I used to dislike it. But as a woman it's such a different experience. I get my hair washed, cut, dried and styled πŸ₯ΉπŸ©· It feels like such a luxurious and relaxing moment honestly. Want to look at my best for the family reunion this weekend 🫣 First time they se me as πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

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I had such an emotional time and cried so much. Aiko, my bunny, was acting strangely and not eating. I waited for a few hours to see if it got better, but it didn't. I couldn't go to bed so went to an emergency vat where he got painkillers and medicine, and arrived home 3am. He was eating again πŸ₯ΉπŸ©·

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I took free from work as I was exhausted, and also wanted to keep a close eye on Aiko. He has been doing well. Gave him medicine and painkillers twice throughout the day. He's been active and eating like normal. So it's looking good so far πŸ₯ΉπŸ©· It was an emotional roller-coaster for me.

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I had such an emotional time and cried so much. Aiko, my bunny, was acting strangely and not eating. I waited for a few hours to see if it got better, but it didn't. I couldn't go to bed so went to an emergency vat where he got painkillers and medicine, and arrived home 3am. He was eating again πŸ₯ΉπŸ©·

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Emergency vat. Made an appointment for as soon as possible and took a Uber. Had to wait an hour there, but after examination they said it could be his intestines kind of stopping. He got medicine to help his intestines and painkillers. When I got home 3am he already looked more energized. He even...

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Started eating some fresh veggies πŸ₯ΉπŸ©· It was such a good sight and good for my heart. I could sleep with that in mind. Wasn't a cheap trip ... cost me 400 euro. But to me, Aiko's life is more precious than that. I really would have regretted it, if I waited and it was too late ...

Andonoz πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ
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I had such an emotional time and cried so much. Aiko, my bunny, was acting strangely and not eating. I waited for a few hours to see if it got better, but it didn't. I couldn't go to bed so went to an emergency vat where he got painkillers and medicine, and arrived home 3am. He was eating again πŸ₯ΉπŸ©·

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I noticed he wasn't doing so well, when I got back from work. But by then regular pet vats were closed already. But after researching, I knew it could be something very serious and deadly. Of course I couldn't sleep like that, afraid it might be too late in the morning. Glad there was an ...

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Good morning here. Weekend is over sadly. I had hoped these hot flashes while sleeping passed, but sadly they didn't. I had 2 blissful nights without them though!! I guess my body still needs to adjust to the hormones. Take all the time you need 😌 Either way, we back to work!!

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Now that I am on HRT I think I am seeing the emotional imbalance at times. I've had a few times now where I felt a sad and like crying, but didn't even know why, at random times even. Didn't last too long though! Could also be just me and not the hormones, difficult to say haha 🀣

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I just want to thank everyone for making FanFest Berlin an unforgettable experience for me πŸ₯ΉπŸ©· I came alone but never felt alone! I met so many Warriors of Light, friends. I screamed, cried, experience things I never thought I would. It meant the world #FFXIVFANFEST

Andonoz πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ
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I recorded so much Primal footage only for my ugly voice to be on tape. I didn't know it would recorded it so well while I couldn't even hear myself with the loud music 🫣 But the concert was absolutely amazing 😭😭😭🩷 To experience a Sonic Boom #FFXIVFANFEST #ThePrimals

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FFXIV Fanfest is soon!!! MY FIRST ONE EVER!!! See you there all, I have stickers to trade (or to give if you don't have any) 🩷 Even if I might be a bit nervous to approach, especially since I'm alone πŸ‘‰πŸ‘ˆ I can wait to experience it as a I have been playing since 2.0 😭