BGD (@biggaydinosaur.neocities.org)

Why am I so morally wrong. Where did I go wrong to be a monster...

I am better than god

It's naught, none of it's there, no OCD even to the smallest grain, the smallest jot, the smallest tittle, the smallest iota. Even the least among these strokes is absent in full. Words cannot capture the nullity.

The hypothesis is dead and illegitimate, gone, null and void; uacua et inanis. In all the world it cannot be found, even in quadrillions of haystacks is no such needle. It should never have been thought of in the first place. How shameful.

i have no aesthetic, no personality, no fursona, no name, no pronouns, the only thing i can be sure of is my humanity. but even then i am often times unsure of that. i'm nothing

4 Sept

I deserve to be locked in a cage and taunted and poured alcohol on and laughed at and stared at from all angles and exposed and mocked

bgdynosaur.bandcamp.comHacker core, by Big Gay Dinosaur2 track album

3 Sept

bgdynosaur.bandcamp.com/album/hacker... Oh yeah I didn't even post about it but I made this btw and some of you may like it

3 Sept

I don't care what the hell my hubris gives me, I don't care! Give me autism!

3 Sept

I want to be autistic

31 Aug

There is a crater where God once sat

I guess blue sky is the answer

I don't know what to make of social media, I only use this one... but... maybe I am not so happy with it. But what I am unhappy with truly is having a lot of accounts that are mostly dead weight because I only use one at a time really. And so here, I am not sure what really should be my one and only

hub. I am not the trinity, I am not anything else. It is so difficult to decide what the hell to do online especially when I have multilme redundant places where I appear but then again it's not like I post here very often although I should. My website contains the most deep and thoughtful things.

Mostly here to enjoy art

It sounds like neighbor is sawing or something and 22:08 is a strange time to do that.

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✦ sliv ✦

@slivertooth.bsky.social

23 Aug

triangle spectrum theory of pup play

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YKshelter

@ykshelter.bsky.social

@w0lfertinger666.bsky.social

Storm

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𝔰𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔪 ☾ ❤️‍🔥

black girls deserve to be soft and cute

HRT feels strange to me because it's just... maintaining a body that isn't mine. I don't really know

I don't have this body, I don't know who does but it's not me. And yet I am acting as though it is the case that it's mine. Such a strange leap of faith.

There are a vast number of things that could be to blame for my emotional numbness and I don't know which of them are it

I forgot what I was going to post honestly I wish I remembered cus it was so insightful

I love the ancient art of being funny

18 Aug

My God, my God, why have you forsaken me.

13 Aug

Dosai so tasty

🔞 bravo [commissions closed]

13 Aug

Girls

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angxl

@angxlmeat.bsky.social

5 June

it will maek u feel bettr :3

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@bravobunny.bsky.social

19 June

🩷🧡

8 Aug

Tomorrow I will get new ones. It will be great.

8 Aug

I wish I bled but none of my knives are any good and I fucking hate it!

7 Aug

We would not want for me to be a statistic now would we?

5 Aug

This Just In: Local autistic girl flirts by directly telling her friend exactly how much she wants to be used

25 July

美しいキラキラ痛み

24 July

Guy who's a princess those pronouns are he/hime

22 July

Tissue with blood and knifes on the floor call that environmental storytelling

21 July

Why do I have nothing to point to and nothing to remember and nothing to say that I've had experiences

8 June

Its weird how like, when I'm typing somehow my brain turns off and I spell said as 'sed' out of nowhere, and stuff like that

18 June

I wrote chat instead of cat because my brain turned off and I wrote the aspiration in

18 July

I spelled kitties as quitties