Borg Queen Diva

Borg Queen Diva

@borgqueendiva.bsky.social

A cybernetic hivemind manifesting itself in the avatar of a woman (who likes to draw) πŸ§ŠπŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈπŸŒŒπŸ‘ΎπŸ›ΈπŸ‘½πŸ––πŸŒΈπŸ’– Artist Shitposter Transfem Depressed girl ko-fi.com/borgqueendiva

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I've been playing a lot of Rimworld and I made a xenotype with grey skin and red eyes, immune to pollution and resistant to cold, but sensitive to heat and UV, and I put them on a polluted map in the arctic circle. Dystopian wasteland cyborg polycule

Sometimes think about deleting fb but I feel like I have made connections with people and have a lot of memories of the highs and lows of the last couple of years, and it would make me sad to let go of that, even though it's maybe time to move on

I redrew this partly because I wanted to anyway and also partly because tablet crashed and I lost my layers again. Had to redo all of the lineart. Feels a bit crappy to trace, but at least it's tracing my own art.

Drawing that I did at local trans meetup today. Had a lot of fun. I got into conversations with people, hopefully I did ok and didn't come across as too weird or off-putting. I draw in place of being a normal well-rounded person with normal things to talk about

For a while I felt uncomfortable when people affirmed my gender. I have struggled with receiving encouragement and support. Felt wrong for needing it or enjoying it. Lately I've noticed that even small things like being gendered correctly feel really good. Maybe I'm slowly getting better

I made this for a celebration post on the other app. I don't know if anything I do is good or bad. Sometimes I think I'm talented and funny and other times I think that's furthest from the truth.

My humble contribution to the bandwagon πŸ˜… (Seriously though, awesome show, and I've seen some amazing fanart by hugely talented people, and I just wanted to join in) #tadc ##theamazingdigitalcircusfanart #theamazingdigitalcircusjax #theamazingdigitalcircus

I drew this back in April to express issues I was having with finding clothes that fit where I am with my transition. Today I watched the whole of TADC for the first time, and I guess I'm not as original as I thought πŸ˜…

Trying to remember that happiness isn't always finding the specific thing you once decided you needed and have been looking for ever since. Sometimes, it's being open to the possibility of happiness, and knowing that it may come at a time, in a place, in a form, that you may not have expected

My horniness was always a source of profound distress and self-loathing to me. Now I think I feel slightly more relaxed about it, even though I still don't really have a vehicle by means of which to express it. (Nobody is ever going to cum inside my vagina and get me pregnant)

Here's a doodle I did during a local trans meetup recently. I haven't had much brain space, energy, 'spoons'(?) left for drawing lately. I feel like I'm making excuses, but since starting my transition, it feels like there's a lot more to think about and plan. It's a good problem to have, I think

Day 19 HRT. My friend says it's way to soon, but I think my chest has started to grow. It might not be noticeable to anyone else but I can feel it, and even though it's barely anything, it still gives me a kind of confidence and satisfaction with my body that I haven't had before

*Pretentious artist voice* "This is my commentary on the decline in quality of content and services on social media, where the primary commodity is engagement, and how, LGBTQIA+ people being a major source of strong sentiment, they are used as a driving force for generating engagement at any cost"

Having one of those sucky days when I want to draw but can't come up with anything, so this ended up being kind of a practice. Sometimes everything feels difficult. Other times things feel easier.