Carrie

Carrie

@carrie.gg

Twitch Partner, Project Manager. Member of Twitch Women’s and Twitch Pride guilds. GenX desert dweller and kitty mama. ADHD/C, She/her. beacons.ai/carriettv

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Carrie reposted

If everyone could please do us a huge favor and help spread the word 🙏 We’re working to get everything back up as quickly as possible!

The day came and went, the event removing a divide long carved by her disdain. I am finally meeting my extended family and there is some relief for my sister and I. I know that’s hard to understand but that’s just how things were. Plans are made and new relationships are forming. I am not sad today.

TW: parental loss I head to my home state tomorrow for that which I know will overwhelm me. The relationship I had with her eroded and changed so much over my lifetime, she is but a sliver of what I remember. Her now unrecognizable form and the burdens of regret and sorrow haunt me in my travels.

Yet there is much to be done, and it will rest on my shoulders even now before that final resting day. Once again I return to that place to fix and care and clean and solve and arrange, only to depart again. I am the one with this role, this is what I do, my own wear and tear no greater than yours.

I am the fixer, the informant, the bitch, the finisher. I had warning of this day and I have made preparations that were within my sights and I'm grateful, because many things I didn't expect have already arisen, and there is more to come. I hope my work will be done well and leaves us all in peace.

Just when I get ahead, oh wait no I didn’t. There’s no such thing. There’s just where I am today. I gotta simmer on that a bit, and figure out how that impacts my overall perspective. I was so ready, and the universe knew. Decided it was time for the next loop. Forever in the damn loop 😠

HOLY MOLY I been taking some of the right meds for the last two weeks or so and myyyyyy goodness I was not functioning on a level I didn’t even understand until I started functioning again 🤯

so grateful for ibuprofen right now. I legit developed quite the little migraine, nausea and all just now and knocked it out in less than an hour 😅

When I’ve been healthy, I’ve run 5Ks on my treadmill as exercise & am usually tired after. Lately I’ve tapped in to something magic. I can run for ages with my new trick. I don’t think I’ve run 5 miles before. I only quit bc of my knees. Below max heart rate, breathing through my nose. 💪 #runner

How ya been? What’s good? I got a new haircut, it is a challenge for me to style but l’ll get there… I also have unlocked the secret to building endurance while running and staying under max heart rate. Been running a lot and slayed my goal. Things are good here, I hope the same for you 🩷

Went to the VIP soft open at @micro-center.bsky.social Phoenix. Long lines moved fast, neat store, great staff were still awesome at the end of a very long day. They all deserve opening bonuses! Picked up a new #Ubiquiti router at a smashing good price. Love these free mugs!!

Three days in a row of exercise. Is it due to the high amount of leftover candy because for some reason people didn’t trick or treat this year? Maybe 🤭

Getting so much done. The back is better. No pills stuck so far today. Wore my retainers. Gonna run for the second day in a row. Finally getting some hype to stream. I wanna be a bad btch 💪

so I got sick a few times the past couple weeks. after that, all my pills including meds & supplements were getting stuck in my throat. several docs later, the issue is mostly gone but after not taking my supplements for a few weeks for fear of them getting stuck, I'm so tired. 😑

Carrie reposted

native american heritage month is next month. i’m planning a few special streams with other indigenous creators and as always, happily talking about my culture and traditions. support indigenous creators during the month of november and year-round. 💕🪶

me: gained 100 lbs -> spends a year losing most of it me: struggles with mental health -> gets treatment me: keep throwing out my back -> gets treatment all I really have left to tackle is finding the right adhd meds. I'm putting in the work, shouldn't be long now 💜 also getting an FSA for 2026 😅

Me: haven’t streamed consistently in nearly 2 years Also me: had a mixed bag of a time at TwitchCon last year and don’t really have any friends going anyway Somehow also me???: TwitchCon fomo YES I do still plan to restart the stream btw but what is wrong with me 😅

pet peeve incoming! DEAR ALL ONLINE RETAILERS: "Shipping label created" DOES NOT EQUAL (!=, ≠) "shipped." so fking annoying 😅

So I've had a heckin time lately. Wednesday I threw out my back again, I think I need to get some medical attention for that because it keeps happening. Then, my adhd meds were changed a bit, and holy moly that has been a wild ride. I got super sick last night. Back still sore. I can't get ahead! 😭

Finally over the Covid! Negative test and I even ran today. Not bad for not running for 3 weeks, oh and also I had frickin COVID last week.. 5k in 47:50! This pic makes it look like I was running in the dark and while yes the sun did set it wasn’t as dark as it looks.. 😅

okay I genuinely am looking forward to this. I have enjoyed and made highlights of the Gardener's dialog in the past, and I look forward to cracking that wall 💜

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Back home safe and have cleaned up after the kitties. Picked up a bit of a cold though. Ah well Alaska was completely awesome. 💖😅

I didn’t plan to take all this time off stream. It’s just happened. After the planned friends visit I got sick, then after that I focused on fitness & trying to lose a few lbs before the cruise, next thing you know it’s been a month and it’s time for vacation again. Last break for 2025 😅 promise!

Not a bad time for this 5k, considering I slowed my pace a bit. I did a little research on heart rate after the last one and learned I really pushed myself way too hard. Pretty good for all the times I slowed down 😊 it was much much easier than pushing too hard. #runner #running #5k

I do need to adjust my met pad situation. The one I was using was too thick I think, and the ball of my foot has been super sore for weeks. Need a lower profile pad for sure. #metatarsalgia

After a few weeks of no workouts (friends visit and illness) I really struggled getting back in to it. Today I triumphed! Couldn’t get 3 miles on Tuesday but not only did I get 5k today, it’s my best time since I started running again last year. 💪 LFG!! #running #runner #5k

Really hope this ick goes away soon. I would love to get some 5ks done 🏃‍♀️ for now, I am potato with a headache

Originally planned to stream tonight but this virus I had and the congestion have kind of wrecked my voice. It either cracks a lot or sounds like I have smoked for 50 years 😂 I’m also still coughing and sneezing and just gross in general. It’s going to have to wait. Doc visit Thursday 💕

Well I slept for 1.5 days, feeling better already. A new test for Covid and flu is negative though it felt a lot like it. Glad it’s so short, still minor symptoms but the headache and tiredness is gone. Crazy!

Not sure if this is the result of the concert (my 2 friends that I went with are fine) but I’ve been so heckin sick since I woke up this morning. Feels like COVID. Have a negative test but it’s expired. New tests on the way but man I’ve been asleep almost the entire day. Stay healthy my friends!

OOOH love the planters! Can't wait for this! #Palia #PlayPalia

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Friends visit concluded! We had a blast joining all the #ATINY events leading up to the incredible #ATEEZ #InYourFantasy concert where we had ATINY VIP seats 🫰 My stream room was a guest room so after we put away guest bed & get a run in, stream Sunday? 🥰 #Yeosang #Wooyoung #Jongho #Yunho #Hongjoong

Yesterday’s 5k success! Barely walked much in this one, wow I shaved off 3 whole minutes 😱 I’m pumped to keep making progress, so close to my 45:00 goal. ❤️ #runner #5k #goal #fitness

Hope all are doing well! I’ve been out of the house a lot the last week or so helping a friend. I’ve also spent a lot of time with my spouse prepping our home for guests arriving Thursday. I may not make it back online until after they leave end of next week. Please take good care of yourselves 💖

Now that I’ve got my energy back and my nutrition back on track, I have started training again. I walked probably .6 miles of this, but it’s not too bad really! I’m so happy!! 45 minutes here I come 🏃‍♀️💪🥳

Sorry for the mopey post yesterday. I do not think I'll be going this year (though I'd already reserved a hotel). Maybe another time 😀

me: kinda wants to go to TC also me: went last year thinking was gonna hang out with "friends" but ended up mostly alone and sad also me: been a quiet year for me so far on Twitch not sure if I have any friends going 😭

Deleted my post, won’t be posting about anything related to a-r-t again, geez guys can’t even mention something without getting overwhelmed by a-r-tists. 😅