Calandra Belle

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social both wearin lelo orange styalz colourz ! 😁😁😁🫂

im so glad that i finishd my last alc befor becoming on leav. havnt had alc since. finishd a test. n then began previewing next study material. drinking water. being sober n home not pardyin. so far..

@io-ko.bsky.social . lol saymb saymb bearz 🥹😁😁😁🤣😂

i finally watched arcane. i wasnt so into season 1. portions of season 2 broke me ..

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social lol it jus turned out we re dressed similar colours as ur speech bubble ! 😂🤣😂🤣💖

i hada dream of 3dreams each of pplz snakes escaping

o shz. my shoping madnes cuda bn from th cofy. iv bn cutting down cofy. n then sudenly decided to enjoy my string cofyz at home. im even stil buzzing now n kinda urged to atempt to eat my own teefz now even 😭 strong coffee. gaming. obv less sleepz overdriv buzed up. mad shoping behavr😭

shoping. iro n onlin. i get so excite that i overheat n panic 😭 for both good n bad reasons 😭 becoz choices. spending. money. excite itemz 😭 sht. i must not for th next 2 months atleast! 😭

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social beanb! ur outfit bbswo adrobz beanbbeanb ! 🥹🥹🥹🥰😘

i managd to plan nexecute moving my bed setup to the lounge n the lounge containers to th window room! now to plan n re organize abs evrything into neatness n organizdness

iv bn tryin to gather th energy to cope w stuf to do th one shelf thingo. i ginaly after 4 or 5 days get th drive to. and then ppl ariv thumping bass from their car. n so iv stopd agen to find a distract from th bass hurting my eardrums. my place is a mes agen until they leav n also hav sane enrgy

litrly entrd newyear fr nye in badness n trauma all th way thru to now even n im sposd to b resting n recovering but traumering n worying n phsyical pains stil, sigh

@io-ko.bsky.social 😁😁😁💖kikiki us bein dapper adventuringz ! ❄️🎄🌻🐾

@io-ko.bsky.social look us with our dapper hatz ! 😁🥹🪩🎩

tsk,as usual wen i wana do somthing,thingz get in th way,finaly musterd up th drive to asembl th shelf ontop th other shelf,n lo, wastd most daytime searchin for th backin x rods,foundem n decidd wil leav th next steps for wen a day i hav energy again,i jus wana frikin get things don n neatn my plac

tsks. a thiinmbz is . too specificsx is v specificx n so . it becoms what it becomes what it is.. :\

bn exhstd,misd som stuf,clinic apt,dentl apt,fix phon1n2,bk lv,sumin im forgtn duno watitis

tsk . iv ended up buying so many clothes in finch 😭😭😭 im back down to no saved monies again😭😭😭😭 lol

lol i did get myself a cellphone octopuss. it really helps and makes a difference so my hand n wrist n arms dont get sorr n uncomfy from holsing my cell up the whole time 🤣😂

@io-ko.bsky.social omgoshzbz hun ur lookin swo dapperz 😁😁😁😘

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social lol

@io-ko.bsky.social b us adventurinz . it changed to this pic but i wantd to get the previous pic . u r sneepzingz 😁😁😁

kikikiki kinda twinbz skeleton outfitz 😁😁😁💖✨👀

kikikiki kinda twinbz skeleton outfitz 😁😁😁💖✨👀

my frand held a kiten fotoshoot day. a girl did a lapping milk out th howl shoot. and i also did same aftrwdz. many girls did ropeply fotos as wel. i didnt but mite do so 1nov at a a big event.

workx kinda bn peaceful a bit. enjoyin. except for th freezingkx coldz 😭😭😭

iv bn ill. blader infectn. fever. exhausted. no apetite. dehydrated.

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social we b adventurinz san paolo togetherz 😁

😭im som1 tht hates losing stuf. i did washing from th wknd n turns out iv lost a yelo lace stocking over th wknd at a friend or at th party😭i hate this😭

i wantd to do stuf when i arivd home but th neighbours kids r outsude being noisy n it throws me off

calndr. posibly 20 lingerie outing w frandz. 28 is frand engage. 4 is kiten photosesion. moving into halowen wl hav many dresups

no mattr how iv bn re arangin my plac. all seat placings hav bn cold draft. i nd to study to earn to get a warmr plac bt fn cant. i hav a headach frm bein angry abt damagng my guitar n i stl cant find a comfy warm healthy design t my place. im exhaustd n burnt outish n my place is a mes n i cant mov

im sitin in th new seat area. i dont think its helpng from th cold draft. ths is fkd iv damgd my guitar. my place even mesier n im stil gona b cold tryn to study😭 i fkn cant now

i trid t do th final big mov. i fkd up n damgd my guitr n sm othr stuf? along th way. my plac is a mes. i cant mov arnd easy. i mis havin a bigr plac. im upset. it cd b worse. i cd los my pc or th bord cd hav falen into my hed n id di a slo deth. no1 wd kno n my dor is blokd. i nd t un angry sm how

my re arang planz r resultng betr than init. iv prepd a lot for th final mov. therafter wl b days re organizng bits n shelvz. but th main re org of my pc desk structur shd b don by tomoro if not by tonit preferd. i do tho hav to test if th seat area wl get cold draft hopfuly it wont as is th purpos

so far i plan to try to clear th one shelf tomoz. clear the table. pack the seater. mov th shelf. mov th table heck knows wher. either unpak and or slow move my computer seat n setup to the center of th room. th amount of disorganise mes wil b huge tho

mor strugle. i bult th elxtra shelf but isnt big enuf for both micro and airfry. sigh. not wasted time n energy but v exhaust. movd micro to other shelf. jus not havin enuf space. n stufs al ovr blockin paths n th dor. sigh. exhaust n gota rest enuf too

i managd to mak myself unpak n move the shelf from kitchen to room. shelf doen next to other shelf. other shelf ontop of that shelf. moved fridge. but now to buidl another shelf n repack evrything n mov thr micro n airfryer. sigh a lot to do. i might not

iv rethot n redesignd a new apt setup to atmpt to organiz my mass of stuf. il hav to unpack a kitchen shelf. mov it to my room. unpak anoyher shelf n place 2 shelvs on those in th kitchen. pak th seater. mov a shelf to a corner. unpack a huge shelf disasembl re asembl on the big shelf. mov my tabl

i strugld thru n practiced a lil bit of restiring n keepin a few of my hairpieces okayish n a lil curld. i wl hav to practice curling mor n beter n best. n even fancy styling best as i dont wana jus thro away my hairpieces

3 wisdom teeth removed. pills. water. purposely great soups. custard. juice. def wana heal so i can has awsnumber foods than great soups tho.

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i thot its gona get warmer that i will be able to complete n rid this study. as today was warmer. but now its even colder than yesterday nite. i had to put ointment n my knee is sore. n im falling asleep trying to not be cold. sigh. i need to study to change my life

some of my smol plans do work out. organizing my bathroom off from the floor. replacing my blanket door using camping clips and straps vs clothes pegs. nect i must totally re arange my lounge so i can actualy walk thru vs step over and past things😭😭😭

ages ago i fid 16personalities. i did boo s today . im still infj .. (before infj t) .. will see if this specifies too etc boo.world/infj-persona...

imb did get a new😁🌻✨🦋🪷

@cvtastrophe.bsky.social daw . two plushies . a pintkz n a leloz 😁

yesteday wrk said i cd hav today off,i instead went to clinic,we forgot i hav a big change today,i was late,but lucky i am nearby, we are past halfway,lucky i didnt go party,so far is good,testing 2nd phase,i hope is sucess so i can get coffee,havnt eaten or coffee yet ths morn,erg even mor problms