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@cdronks.bsky.social

🎧 Ronks ılı 28 ılı Queer » He/She — IRL werewolf (+18!) ˎˊ˗ ☆〔Sketchbooking, WIPS, vidya games, music & more〕 𝄞 @Ronkeyroo.bsky.social 's Personal acc For all misc, shenanigans, and occassional yapping! ♬ ₊˚. ˗ˏˋ 🎮 ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ: SILENT HILL 3

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need a big cake that reads "sorry I haven't replied to your DM yet, longterm isolation does weird shit to the human brain and traps it in a negative feedback loop that makes it want to avoid the obvious healthy solution (reaching out to people) and it's an irritatingly difficult cycle to break"

I WANT MY FURSONA DAMNIT!!!¡!!!! shiny mighyena is literally me!!!!!! Not even gonna name it ronks or raven or anything, just, lowercase 'fursona' just so ppl can see the resemblence next to my player hghghbgdgdg

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Treat

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Anyway, here is Bosch that time when he turned himself into a wheel so he could get butt scratches and try and lick me at the same time

Taking relaxation to the max today... moods been low and a passive headache doesnt lift (not to mention the weather decided to be silent hill today T_T") but- BUT. 👉 When stuff sucks, you make yourself a cozy little art den with a billion candles and trillion of plushies

Not doing very good, at all... Im behind so many of my own deadlines and plans and im not finding the balance to tend to everything (and everyone) with the care and attention they deserve and its driving me nuts...

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Despite all that, Im still stubbornly detemimed to find my voice and place again. To return to the people i love, the communities i am part of, and- to myself, too I just hope the world and people i care about will still be there when im finally through...

Not doing very good, at all... Im behind so many of my own deadlines and plans and im not finding the balance to tend to everything (and everyone) with the care and attention they deserve and its driving me nuts...

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-sharing stories and experiences, expressing parts of myself that mean something to me, reaching out to good folk when i think about them... Its part of me, too. I dont wanna lose that.. no matter how badly It suffered from life, people, and my own relationship with myself

I am not without a solution... I know that. And im so soso damn lucky for the love and patience i am given even when i fall behind or dissappear... Im just sad, and angry, and worried TT And i miss everyone, terribly..

Not doing very good, at all... Im behind so many of my own deadlines and plans and im not finding the balance to tend to everything (and everyone) with the care and attention they deserve and its driving me nuts...

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Recovering from this takes too long... I dread the years of isolation i put myself through. None of that temporary peace was worth its outcome and i hope i can overcome this, too

Agh.. Its not all trauma (depsite it playiny a huge role TT") Im still incredibly grateful for the time i had (and have) offline. I've learned, experienced, and done so many cool things while i was away and its something I genuinely love & believe in!! But surfing the net and connecting with people–

Not doing very good, at all... Im behind so many of my own deadlines and plans and im not finding the balance to tend to everything (and everyone) with the care and attention they deserve and its driving me nuts...

Constant state of FOMO, mind reeling with thoughts and ideas and art and things i wanna share and people i wanna talk with but this brain just. Operates like a broken, laggy disk and i hate it..