ΘΔ, 🏳️⚧️She/Her🏳️⚧️, Lesbian, Witch, Poly, MTG Player, Horror Junkie, Therian, Graphic Designer, Artist
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Still job hunting and trying to make more art in the mean time, here are the supplies and stuff I want/need to keep making new art. Potentially including some content creator tokens.
Definitely need to pen and ink stuff.
Support and shares are appreciated!
All of these alters are still available, I would love to sell a few before I try opening commissions in November.
Message me if interested!!!
#mtgalters
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So it is officially one month until my 40th birthday (Nov 23rd)
This post probably won't get seen but this girl loves presents so why not try.
I'm also not getting anything from family because I have gone no contact with my mother.
Reposting this because my week has been minimal sleep, shit self esteem, tooth pain, going no contact with my mother and most of my maternal family, depression, imposter syndrome, and now a job offer that is looking like a scam...
Fuck everything!!!!
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So it is officially one month until my 40th birthday (Nov 23rd)
This post probably won't get seen but this girl loves presents so why not try.
I'm also not getting anything from family because I have gone no contact with my mother.
Reposting this because my week has been minimal sleep, shit self esteem, tooth pain, going no contact with my mother and most of my maternal family, depression, imposter syndrome, and now a job offer that is looking like a scam...
Fuck everything!!!!
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
So it is officially one month until my 40th birthday (Nov 23rd)
This post probably won't get seen but this girl loves presents so why not try.
I'm also not getting anything from family because I have gone no contact with my mother.
www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/...
So it is officially one month until my 40th birthday (Nov 23rd)
This post probably won't get seen but this girl loves presents so why not try.
I'm also not getting anything from family because I have gone no contact with my mother.
The world is becoming harsher for transgender people right now.
Darkness stretches before and behind them, and the pain is growing.
Their wish remains simple — to love who they love and live true to themselves🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
This is why we must join hands and change the world with compassion.
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
I limited things to my personal experiences and ommited any stores I have been told (trust me I almost want to learn more because it shows it wasn't just me). I also left out anything physical (including being slapped, spanked, or even just yelled at)
because those could be dismissed as normal parenting. Also any gaslighting because fuck I can't remember all the times I was told "I never said/promised that".
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
These are the events I can remember, worded the best I can. This includes the story of me threatening to take my own life and being told I made them sound like a bad parent.
These are not normal events, not a single parent doing their best, this was trying to control me. Even now I am going through therapy and trying to learn to live with it.
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
-Threatened that if my closest friend/ex partner was at my wedding they would have kicked their ass. That friend was invited but had issues with an abusive partner that prevented it. By the way, they were drunk.
-Has never addressed me by my chosen name, and has treaded me being trans as something to hide.
-Uninvited me from Christmas for the comfort of someone else, just because I am trans.
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
-Deciding after I was diagnosed with ADHD in 4th grade that the meds were making me defiant and aggressive so I was taken off my meds without consulting a doctor.
-Any negative emotions were treated as disrespect so I learned to never feel anything.
-More concerned with how things made them look than how I was feeling, mental health was treated as non existent.
-Used my insecurities from being bullied when something I was doing could be considered gay
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
-Forcing me to look at myself in the mirror when crying, telling me how ugly my expression was.
-Telling me that art couldn't be a career and that I have to get a degree to be successful...I know this isn't exactly abusive, but my art and creativity was never encouraged.
-Any time I heard "I am proud of you" it was always followed by "but..."
-Hearing "I gave up so much to raise you" or some version of that more times than a child should ever hear it.
I am planning on doing a cord cutting spell to try and separate my energy and self from this person but I feel like I should put it out there. Tell my experience so that others can see what was happening.
-Using living with my father as a threat, making it seem like my life would be worse.
-Photographing me crying because they thought it was funny, developing and still has the photo to my knowledge. I was probably under 7 at the time.
Gonna need emergency dental work. I do not have dental insurance because this country's healthcare system is a joke. Unsure of the total cost as of yet, but if you want to preemptively assist, it is appreciated: venmo.com/code?user_id...