Just Choco ๐Ÿ’œ

Just Choco ๐Ÿ’œ

@choco-mini.bsky.social

28 earth years 5'4 (nb,They/any) Cw 90 l b s gw 85 l b s Edbsky, venting, Local dramatic [entity]. Choco is currently || being Existing hours: off / idk / on โฌ†๏ธ Alt: @badgermini.bsky.social MDNI ๐Ÿ”ž

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(โ โœฟโ ^โ โ€ฟโ ^โ ) hii welcome! (โ ๏ฝกโ โ€ขฬ€โ แด—โ -โ )โ โœง Choco/Badger, 28 years old! Non-binary (They/any) โญ Vent acct! Mentions sh and ed stuff pls stay safe if those trigger you ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ Cw: 89lb gw:<85 Art alt (check bio!) I post about my garden a lot! Mentally ill asf ๐Ÿ’œ don't take anything I say seriously!!!

It's fine. Everything's fine. Choco is perfectly capable of scraping themselves of the sidewalk. Taking my meltdown to a private server dw Abt it. Would haaaate to concern anyone or display attention seeking behaviors on the Internet. I love it when I plan comes together ๐Ÿ—๏ธ

WHY CAN'T I HAVE ONE GOOD DAY FUCKING EVER?!?!?? WHY DO I HAVE TO GET TO THE END OF EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY AND THINK "WELL I WISH I WAS DEAD INSTEAD" THIS CAN'T BE THE NEXT 10 YEARS OF MY LIFE. FUCK THIS CAN'T BE THE NEXT 1 YEAR OF ME LIFE. I WANT TO GO AWAY U WANT TO GO AWAY PLEASE FUCK LET ME

๐Ÿšจ Choco is thinking ๐Ÿšจ It is Monday and Choco is alone again. Choco might as well have been alone all weekend. It sucks when He can't tell (doesn't care???) that I'm uncomfortable or upset. After 10 years. Its.. idk. I can't talk badly about him bc he is all I have and all I'll ever deserve.

Choco is done with people... The risk of running into another person who wants my kind of help used to be appealing, but holy fuck there's a big fucking spider on my hand what the fuck I thought that was fake it's definitely real why the fuck does bullshit keep happening to me I m so fucking done

Fff she's cute ๐Ÿซ  I kinda have a habit of going on download sprees when I'm depressed and this time I hit a mega jackpot ๐Ÿค— (which is why so many Tama related posts recently, I won't do it a lot I swear๐Ÿ’œ)

Wellll, since the puppy is sick (and a different doggo is having some fall allergies + ironically we started adding a little bit of sensitive skin food to her regular food and that's when her flareup started. Pibbles amirite?) no weekend plans with โ˜˜๏ธ ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ that's ok though this time.

Also a littll update about Bunny puppy (who is actually an old lady, but she will always be a puppy) she got her first dose of medicine last night and lots of rest and is seemingly doin a bit better this morning ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

So far today: No heat, no power, no Wi-Fi. Tolerable. Then, one of my dogs starts having some weird stuff and needs to go to emergency (she has a uti I guess.) I'm freaking out. Then, on the way out the house a different dog takes a dump, SITS IN IT and it gets all stuck in his fur. AAHHHH

Good morning! ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŒž๐Ÿ’œ Choco found something crazy and amazing and really REALLY hopes you do too!!!!!!!!!!! And if you don't, choco hopes you have a good day anyways!!

Good morning Everycreature!! ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŒž Choco brought gifts to share this on this day with Everycreature they love. It is [low quality shrimp memes] enjoy! ๐Ÿ’œ Have a good day!

Yay it's finished! Ended up messing up ONE (1!!) knot and it turned into hours of untying, and in the end the mistake still shows, but that's okay! It turned out really nice ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ this is the biggest one I've tried and I also tried a 'smooth edges' technique which turned out neat! ๐ŸŽ‰

Good morning everybeauty!! ๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŒž Choco woke up with the energy of 1000 suns!! Energy for stuff i usually can't do!! And I also took the puppers for a walk! ๐Ÿ˜Ž โœ… Raked the trails on the property! โœ… Took the trash up โœ… Swept the camper AND beat the rugs โœ… Filled up the diesel tank all by myself!

He keeps saying "it's a fall plant, it'll be fine" and I keep reading 'idea growth time is june- early August when temps are around 80ยฐ' like I get that pumpkins are for Halloween but those pumpkins were growing in July and August! Then sun hardened thru Sept so you can keep it for a month!

I know I'm just being obnoxious about my current interests. I'm blabbing about it constantly. I'm excited about learning and seeing new stuff. He doesn't want to see my notes. He's bored of it. I was chill about it all summer long and now I have to be quiet while she's finally showing off

Good morning everyblossom! ๐ŸŒบ ๐Ÿ’œ Happy you all have a jovial Friday :p just kidding it's Saturday! ๐Ÿ˜ˆ Nyehehehe!! A lil tidbit, it's been rainy and cold (28ยฐf last night ๐Ÿ’”) so this is kinda the end of the run ๐Ÿ˜… but it's ok! I let it keep going so I'll know what to look for next year and now I do! ๐Ÿ’œ

Also also, the only reason I saw this was because I checked my spam folder and its a bunch of these. Revealing my common name here but it's funny and I genuinely don't care ๐Ÿคฃ the plot thickens

I was coming here to say that I can't really tell if the first fruit is getting bigger or not. I wish I had used something to compare size in the first picture. But anyways, here's some more slvโ€กy (/pos) pumpkin flower pictures [AKA come look at Choco's hairy fruits +alttxt always ๐Ÿ’œ]

Just Choco ๐Ÿ’œ@choco-mini.bsky.social

I decided to take a walk around the garden and see how it did in the cold. And... Well... I don't know how to put this politely but... JESSE FUCKING CHRIST WE'RE GROWIN A GIANT PUMPKIN Y'ALL (and actually,, two of them. We willl have to pick a winner?! Alttxt for more ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ)

I'm so worried that people might think I don't like them. That's not true, I actually am in love and obsessed with almost everybody and I try really hard to not make them feel weird about it which ends up making me do and say strange and unusual things

Started a new Tama, maintaining 88, drawing some goofy little thingies, rewatching dance academy for the 3000th time. Is Choco 8 or 28 lmao? (Also accidentally typoed Choco into Chico and... Idk I kinda liked that. XD)

'i forgot' Yup. Everyone forgets. That's why I'm trying to make plans I would never make, with people who never reach out, to get out of a house I never want to leave. And all while trying really hard to avoid hoping that the plans end up working out. Because hope only brings pain.