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I swear writing Deltarune Abridged is just one big troll man. Why is the weird route cutscene programmed twice in the game files and each one is programmed differently

One was probably just an old version if I had to guess, but having to write the exact same cutscene twice was really funny.

Gotta give it to Kane Parsons, if it wasn't for the Backrooms movie, I wouldn't have a girlfriend rn LMAO

We've been dating for almost 6 months now, our first date was the fucking Backrooms movie of all things.

I'm not ok. It is getting increasingly harder to go to sleep and stay asleep. Fucking hell.

Been around a month since Shayy came back and I'm seriously starting to doubt as to whether or not my mental health is going to get better. I mena my thoughts are more clear now that I'm 100% off my anxiety meds, but I still feel like shit mentally.

Getting off my anxiety meds the day before they come back has got to be the worst fucking timing in existence man. It's like a major traumatizing life event happened right when I got off my meds. I want to delete my responses to them... or maybe just delete everything... or maybe go to sleep.

I don't know where I'm gonna be at this time next year. I hope I'm in a much better state than where I'm at now. But from a realistic standpoint? I have no fucking clue where I see myself in a year. I need someone to talk to that isn't a therapist but also is a therapist.

I felt like I was doing better with the Shayy stuff for a while there, but since their video yesterday I feel like my brain has been back to slowly going down the drain.

I think the worst of everything is just all the harassment I'm receiving man. If I ever get sexually harassed or abused again I'm never speaking out against it. I'm just gonna keep that shit hidden for my entire life and accept that it would get worse if I speak out.

Over 20 of your friends don't just randomly turn on you btw. OBJECTIVELY you have done something wrong.

This is easily the best Chapter for Abridged I cannot wait for people to see this.

Happy Teto Day. I would like to look at more teto than that fucking frog. Teto makes me feel better. Send tetos.

Oh! If ur gonna send art make sure to credit the artisttt, I would wanna see more of their work :>

One thing that I wish I brought up in my response video was that Shayy stated that they had blackmail on me when asking to continue doing sexual stuff with Ava. Which was why I was too afraid to say no to anything.

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Getting off of my anxiety meds the moment Shayy comes back has definitely been an experience

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So, I know Shayy is trying to come back. I also know that I firmly asked them to take down their Ribbit video a year ago. I've immediately noticed that they chose to private it instead, which seemed a little sketchy to me. Surprise, surprise. The Ribbit video is back on their channel now.

I've realized that many people who come across the Shayy situation either don't know them, or do not know the extent of their actions. Some who have seen it have still yet to grasp the severity Because of this, I made a document compiling every post and video I know docs.google.com/document/d/1...

Getting off of my anxiety meds the moment Shayy comes back has definitely been an experience

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I just want to make people happy man. I don't want to use my platform for constantly talking about some piece of shit. I might even just take all my responses down. I want to forget they ever existed.

This is the kind of shit they don't warn you about when you become a youtuber. I'm just gonna continue working on videos and release what I'm passionate about.

Getting off of my anxiety meds the moment Shayy comes back has definitely been an experience

I've been all over the place mentally these past few days and I hope things can smooth out more as this week progresses. Debating on revising my response in a more professional manner, but I'm just so tired of this that I don't have the energy to defend myself anymore.

I am sorry if my response to Shayy has been unprofessional and emotionally charged (cause it was), but I genuinely do not believe I have the mental capacity to talk about the Shayy shit anymore unless it's vent related. It's too exhausting and I don't care about it anymore.

I won't be achknowledging Shayy's existence past this point. They do not exist to me.

I keep getting asked on what's going on with Undertale Plus and I just wish I could give an answer lol

Some news will get released *eventually*, but there's absolutely nothing I can say rn about the project other than that the team is trying really hard to meet the deadline

If anyone has any questions that I can reasonably answer, feel free to ask me here. I'll try my best.

I don't think I can ever go back to Twitter again man. I made a one off post after months of inactivity and people are just qrting it with gore and all kinds of disgusting shit.

For the record I didn't intend on coming back to Twitter, but I made one tweet to call out something that was important to me and I feltI should bring attention to. So ig nothing changes, but still, wild that people stalk my social medias.

I had a dream last night that there was a secret encounter with the library book guy from Deltarune and it turned into a horror game where it could detect if you screamed and screamed back at you.

Just found out if you cuddle your girlfriend while she's sick, it has a high chance of making you sick too 🥹

I think going viral over on Twitter for being ugly with thousands of people saying I am has destroyed any amount of confidence I've had left with people complimenting me.

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I can see why people kill themselves over this shit though. If being a YouTuber didn't prepare me for this kinda shit, I probably would be dead right now. Over 15,000 people, all insulting my looks. I feel like that could kill anyone. Trans or not.

Anyway what I did get out of this is that I should obviously keep boymoding forever despite how increasingly hard it is getting to hide my boobs.

I think going viral over on Twitter for being ugly with thousands of people saying I am has destroyed any amount of confidence I've had left with people complimenting me.

Ngl I am mentally doing well with this, mainly because I've just been told I'm ugly my entire life. Like, this is a fact that I know, and I've done everything I can to make me "not ugly", and it's out of my control. I should just stick with brainrot content. That's what people want HAHAHAHA

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first drawin of the year after a week of artblock, its @ciblesgd.tv because it was the first character that popped into my head 1 hour 1 am doodle need to do more of these optimized doodles especially when i have to escape from studymaxxing every day #digitalart #artsky #ciblesgd #utdr #deltarune