demi

demi

@cuddlepunk.bsky.social

working on 🌸 blossom 🌸 they / them award-winning toy maker ✦ digital humanist

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I'm Demi, an award-winning unity developer and interface designer with over a decade of experience! I'm available for work starting March and would simply love to bring your game to reality! You can contact me here, or email: dschanzel[@]gmail.com

any time I look through my notes for a half-remembered line of poetry I discover ten more that are so profoundly beautiful I’m surprised I never did anything more with them

so tender goes this same story of old as our small world tears herself apart once more for now the warming waters rising and we’re diving in our computers babbling in tongues while the word for world is forest and it all begins to burn down again

I'm writing a long-form report for someone over the next month and as I'm preparing the report I'm also thinking (for weeks on end) about to best way to translate the data into small playful graphs that are easier to read

I’m so sorry to all my friends at bioware this is beyond heartbreaking, and I merely hope you all get a small chance to rest and grief and go on to make even more beautiful things together 🩷

spent the night was some really lovely game designers and my heart feels so warm we’re so much more than our industry, and I feel so blessed that I get to spend my days with such kindhearted talented others ☺️

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Palestinian skateboarder in Gaza doing a kickflip over an unexploded US-made (in Garland, Texas) Mk. 84 2000lb aerial bomb, provided to Israel as one of many tens of thousands of aerial bombs in the 1,000 and 2,000lb class included in US military assistance.

went on the sweetest date with a friend to a palestinian restaurant the other night her nose wriggles when she swishes water in her mouth, and aww my heart it was the most adorable thing 🥰

it’s raining and my computer is being mean to me, so this afternoon I’m wandering by the city to have takoyaki in a small sake bar and then I’m wandering by the gallery to look at some Picasso, before maybe breaking for coffee at a speciality cold-brew cafe

this morning I’m snuggled up at my desk finishing a small yearning love poem to our sun and tonight I’m going to read it aloud to a small room of beloved friends and strangers

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my work ethic is i choose to do everything as if i am doing it for free and for fun, it's just sometimes i'm paid for it

slow-roasting some beef in tamarind chutney while I’m snuggled up at the computer playing dragons dogma the smell drifting on the soft spring breeze, and I think this is what the living is

the thing about playing a game made by someone else is that I’m inevitably having a conversation with them about their most intimate experiences, fears, hopes, and dreams playing someone else’s game is about being curious about how they see our world, and listening to what they have to say

I promise there will come a time when we will wake to the world we always hoped for with the spring sun shining so sweetly, with dirt and grass between our toes from all the gardens we now keep, and all the kindhearted people of our world will be free

communion was such a joy to attend held in a gothic revivalist church, and simply brimming with conversation and craft and play—I’m still glowing about it ☺️🌸✨

Auckland Makes Games 🎮@aucklandmakes.games

Thank you for joining us for a night of rants, activities, and feeling something together 🥹

attended a secret game design sermon in a gothic church and my heart is brimming with such overwhelming feeling, games are everything 🥰🌸✨✨

good morning to everyone in town for the conference I’m going to be around town all day, so don’t be scared to reach out if you ever want to coffee and talk games and interfaces and things! ☕️✨

dreamed we were a band of covert rebels hidden aboard a military ship, actively sabotaging their mission there was lots of kissing and hacking

catching the train home full of wine and chips and good conversation and it’s one of the best feelings in the world ☺️✨

I've been keeping pretty quiet of late But if you're in tamaki makaurau for the week and want to coffee and talk games and interfaces and kinder online social spaces—don't be scared to reach out! ☕🌻✨

big believer that if our public infrastructure no longer reflects our guiding philosophies around gender and sexuality then it’s our public infrastructure that needs to change to accommodate that

simply adored Goodbye, Lara a story about letting go of finding true love and having a fairytale ending, and the soft melancholy that remains when you do

discovered an old smugglers route along the coastline, allowing smugglers to smuggle illicit goods between bakbattahl and vermouth