Revised comm sheet! Might go back and color this some other time but for now I just need smth for updated pricing.
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@ lrp ppl want subtle trans stories so they can dismiss them easily when presented with evidence, and when it's loud and unsubtle ppl call it too in-your-face
So what exactly are trans people SUPPOSED to do if we cant be represented subtly OR loudly, hm? Fix your hearts or die.
This is why I hate the βit has to be subtle!!!β Critique of queer media. The fact that we canβt just say what we are or what the character is is so reductive and constraining to so many queer writers. Donβt let cis people dictate how you show you identity. They donβt know what theyβre saying.
When trans creators are subtle, people dismiss the trans subtext as βheadcanon.β
When trans creators are loud and proud, people call it βobnoxiousβ and βcringe.β
They just donβt want us to be represented in media at all. Because they donβt want us to exist at all.
I think people can be far too publicly critical of indie animation
Not every animation project has to appeal specifically to you or be some pillar of infallibility to be considered good
I also am just a firm believer in talking about what you DO like over what you dont.
I dont like jjba or dbz (not indie but w/e) but you dont see me talking smack to ppl who enjoy those things-- it doesnt matter bc theyre just Things My Friends Like and im not gonna sour their mood being a hater
sad that i missed the last day of WoW Forever's beta, bc i thought it ended on the 21st
apparently some dumb wild shit was happening and it looked like fun :(
That one dress piece 'w'
Y'know, it's VERY hard to adjust a dress when you have to fight both the dress and your own fluff.
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yk a lotta ppl i know regularly lose track of their phones
meanwhile I have TRAUMA from when my parents went on a cruise and regularly called me to check in, i lost track of my phone for a couple hours and they called MANY times and started panicking for my safety c:
i felt so bad i now have ACUTE awareness of where my phone is at all times and if i ever happen to lose track of it, it puts the fear of god, death, and cthulu in my body at levels never-before-seen 'w'
its one of those "wanting to cry (not negative but not positive)" nights but i am once again afflicted with my inability to cry emotionally which just leads to a very hollow feeling
like im fine im just. really craving a good cry rn you know?
returning commissioners keep me alive!!!!!
i have zero issue with returning commissioners and i would not be bothered at all if i have to draw the same character over and over again
Alright, headed to bed now, but hopefully if all goes well i should be able to open a comm slot tomorrow
Getting real stressed abt finances rn so im probably gonna push through even if my arm gets fucked up again