lumpenpoledancer

lumpenpoledancer

@daturabombs333.bsky.social

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Last push for the night. I’ve been in too much pain to even eat yet. I’m shaking from pain. Having panic attacks still and hyper vigilant. I’m not doing well. I’ve already taken as many meds as I can for pain, and it’s still not cutting it. So I’m stuck under a heating pad for now.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

Just a horrible follow up to last night and waking up to a hotel manager wanting their money. Literally dry heaving. Ate some left over earlier at least. But don’t know if I can get food down now

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Last bump of the night, really need about $20 more for food tomorrow! #HomelessSky #mutualaid #helpsky #fundsky #transcrowdfund #helpfolkslive2026 #maboost #urgent 💕💸🏳️‍⚧️

Shit’s tough right now, I need motel money, grocery money, I’m living day to day. I need at least $140 for a couple nights and $50 for groceries ko-fi.com/roboliz www.paypal.me/secretvault #HomelessSky #mutualaid #helpsky #fundsky #transcrowdfund #helpfolkslive2026 #maboost #urgent 💕💸🏳️‍⚧️

Pain levels are really bad right now. I really hope they calm down by tomorrow night. I didn’t need this on top of everything else

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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75/400 (maybe more - haven’t seen counted all yet) 50 came in which is good, can we get a match so the room is entirely covered tonight and I can eat? Please? Or match the 15 prior? It’s 100 a day for a room. Need 15 at least for food.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

75/400 (maybe more - haven’t seen counted all yet) 50 came in which is good, can we get a match so the room is entirely covered tonight and I can eat? Please? Or match the 15 prior? It’s 100 a day for a room. Need 15 at least for food.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

Ok I’m under a heating pad now and and the next night will suck. I do not have after pay until I pay more back, and HAVE to pay out of pocket to eat and keep room. Have not gotten food since some funds came in last night, and need to eat. Monthly stuff and endometriosis. Please keep housed + fed

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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I am not also dealing with endometriosis and monthly hormonal stuff too. Like mood and pain levels weren’t bad enough. So pretty needed I stay inside with heating pad. Swear to god these apts are cursed.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I am not also dealing with endometriosis and monthly hormonal stuff too. Like mood and pain levels weren’t bad enough. So pretty needed I stay inside with heating pad. Swear to god these apts are cursed.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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Replying to @qpmutualaid.bsky.social

I do NOT have enough afterpay left to use. Make enough for hotel (100) and food tonight. Or OUT ON STREETS TOMORROW. PLEASE 🙏 Also owe after pay, and have to figure out way to pay back. Can show screenshot of that, receits for hotel and food.

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

PLEASE HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH WED. I might have to up rate for the Amazon loans, idk. But I can’t make appointments triggered about not eating and losing housing. Forced to beg for life. Happened again. I don’t have meds for this. I can’t just “stop it”. And scarf it will keep me from functioning

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I’m about to give up. Because I can’t stay on top of this and spent 24/7 online begging I’m going go tally things up and I’m terrified too. I’m too terrified to check messages because I was scare and upset earlier. I’m scared of alienating people. I’m really not well

PLEASE HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH WED. I might have to up rate for the Amazon loans, idk. But I can’t make appointments triggered about not eating and losing housing. Forced to beg for life. Happened again. I don’t have meds for this. I can’t just “stop it”. And scarf it will keep me from functioning

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

Imagine living with: you have 40 dollars. No EBT. You had to put funds in after pay to use again. And no working car to sleep in a dangerous neighborhood. Nobody to just call to save you. Relive trauma. And do this before apt tomorrow. And it on you to fix, or you starve and sleep outside

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

Btw: appointment now Wednesday. But assuming something will go wrong, or it will be canceled again. Nightmare making happen when all this stress put on me last minute. Triggering PTSD If things can’t get sorted out before then, I’m screwed and should give up. It’s for disability. Stress too much

I ask for bare minimums. Literally. Go without replacing clothes. Washing clothes. Wear for days straight. Eat maybe twice max daily. Often once. Cheapest hotel can get that isn’t dangerous and bug ridden - other sent me to hospital Still not good enough. But no more to cut.

Imagine living with: you have 40 dollars. No EBT. You had to put funds in after pay to use again. And no working car to sleep in a dangerous neighborhood. Nobody to just call to save you. Relive trauma. And do this before apt tomorrow. And it on you to fix, or you starve and sleep outside

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

Btw: appointment now Wednesday. But assuming something will go wrong, or it will be canceled again. Nightmare making happen when all this stress put on me last minute. Triggering PTSD If things can’t get sorted out before then, I’m screwed and should give up. It’s for disability. Stress too much

So I guess I get to just suffer with ptsd. Constantly be restricted by fundraising. And I can just slowly die or give up because I can’t do anything I need to being triggered and beyond my capabilities

Imagine living with: you have 40 dollars. No EBT. You had to put funds in after pay to use again. And no working car to sleep in a dangerous neighborhood. Nobody to just call to save you. Relive trauma. And do this before apt tomorrow. And it on you to fix, or you starve and sleep outside

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

Btw: appointment now Wednesday. But assuming something will go wrong, or it will be canceled again. Nightmare making happen when all this stress put on me last minute. Triggering PTSD If things can’t get sorted out before then, I’m screwed and should give up. It’s for disability. Stress too much

I don’t have meds to help with panic attacks, just to take to help keep anxiety down Meaning I just have to suffer through triggered episodes and panic attacks. I’ve brought this up to my psych, and don’t I’d get anymore help even if k brought this up affecting my ability to SURVIVE

Imagine living with: you have 40 dollars. No EBT. You had to put funds in after pay to use again. And no working car to sleep in a dangerous neighborhood. Nobody to just call to save you. Relive trauma. And do this before apt tomorrow. And it on you to fix, or you starve and sleep outside

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

Btw: appointment now Wednesday. But assuming something will go wrong, or it will be canceled again. Nightmare making happen when all this stress put on me last minute. Triggering PTSD If things can’t get sorted out before then, I’m screwed and should give up. It’s for disability. Stress too much

I thought this was all settled before apt. But wasn’t aware of afterpay charges asap. There’s only so much somebody can deal with. And after week of constant fundraising. Why I feel like I want to quit is because I can’t keep up with no breaks, and on top now it’s affecting apts again.

Btw: appointment now Wednesday. But assuming something will go wrong, or it will be canceled again. Nightmare making happen when all this stress put on me last minute. Triggering PTSD If things can’t get sorted out before then, I’m screwed and should give up. It’s for disability. Stress too much

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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I’ll reiterate: if I don’t name enough for housing AND food, I don’t eat today. That’s bare minimum 130 dollars I’m fucked. I cannot use afterpay. And I’ll lose the account soon at this rate because I can’t pay. But then I won’t be able to even get rooms worse case I don’t know what to do

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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Housing for Sabi & elderly mom is PAST DUE! $145 remaining before this can be met. They cannot lose shelter. They won't survive! kofi: sabilewsounds PPal: SabiLewSounds Linktree: sabilewsounds 🐇 Vnm: toadlyturtle CA: toadlyturtle *Add note* "Sabi" #MutualAidSavesLives #ALT4me

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Replying to @zoetheauthoress.bsky.social

Please don't scroll past. 🙏🙏🙏 I'm asking for a repost and support. The situation is genuinely critical. $47 / $300 raised. Thank you. Still need help to reach the goal for shelter + food this month. ko-fi.com/alexfund

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hi thanks for the thread. I got quite a few needs but this is most urgent. I live in ID and if I can't shave I get harassed by bigots when I go out in public bsky.app/profile/step...

well I have a situation. my ravor broke. I need to get a new one. I can get one for about $30. I could get some disposables and shaving cream for less. shaving is important cuz I live in ID and get mistreated when i go out in public. ca venmo paypal stephaniebri22 #mutualaid #disabled #helpsky

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NO PROGRESS I CAN NOT SURVIVE ON STREETS SHELTERS FULL PLEASE

Cassie - 👀on📌🙏🏻@sassycassyspice.bsky.social

💕 💸 Please help!! Scoliosis, knee injury, AuDHD, CPTSD, means unable to work Queer, No safe family to help Escaped abuse, couldn’t go back even if I wanted Need h3lp with bills & needs 🙏🏻🫶🏻 $775 PAST DUE!!! account.venmo.com/u/sassycassy... ko-fi.com/cassywiththe...

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0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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Mutual Aid 💜💸

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

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‼️‼️‼️👏👏URGENT,, A LOVELY ANGEL WILL DIE WITHOUT YOUR HELP‼️‼️‼️ “Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT” ‼️ ‼️‼️‼️👏‼️👏👏

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

Now no more afterpay until I pay more off too. I can screencap that if people want to see, but it means I raise funds today or on streets tomorrow. And also to eat. That’s what I woke up to and a hotel manager calling wanting paid. I was stressed enough and woke up to more.

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Thank you so much for this thread 🥹 i’m hoping to get noticed and for some help, i have so much going on and i recently got harassed which really affected my mental health bsky.app/profile/luvr...

Yui 𐙚@luvrgurll.bsky.social

If anyone is nice enough to buy gifts off my throne it would be appreciated, i’ve been getting harassed, and get death threats just because im seeking for #mutualaid i get called different sorts of things and its been heavily affecting me, i’m just trying to survive. Please help throne.com/sxftgf

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🚨URGENT🚨Disabled & up for the better part of the last 40 hours trying to pay for our room which is due in less than 3 hrs. $30 needed towards the room and another 30 needed to get ourselves & our cat some food. Every $ helps! Linktr.ee/igvazdi0 #mutualaid #urgentMA #UrgentMutualAid #HelpSky #FundSky

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Thank you for this as always! Really hoping for at least the grocery money today! bsky.app/profile/slop...

Shit’s tough right now, I need motel money, grocery money, I’m living day to day. I need at least $140 for a couple nights and $50 for groceries ko-fi.com/roboliz www.paypal.me/secretvault #HomelessSky #mutualaid #helpsky #fundsky #transcrowdfund #helpfolkslive2026 #maboost #urgent 💕💸🏳️‍⚧️

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I woke up to the hotel manager calling for money. Payment didn’t go through . At first afterpay didn’t work. Didn’t know if even had funds to pay in full, risking streets. Terror. No more afterpay until paying some back now. Making it dire I raise funds asap. Or no eating. Streets. Seriously

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I woke up to the hotel manager calling for money. Payment didn’t go through . At first afterpay didn’t work. Didn’t know if even had funds to pay in full, risking streets. Terror. No more afterpay until paying some back now. Making it dire I raise funds asap. Or no eating. Streets. Seriously

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I am out of afterpay as an option! And may have to choose between eating and housing, EBT is out. And can’t risk also agitating stomach more with certain foods. I’m fucked and it won’t stop.

I woke up to the hotel manager calling for money. Payment didn’t go through . At first afterpay didn’t work. Didn’t know if even had funds to pay in full, risking streets. Terror. No more afterpay until paying some back now. Making it dire I raise funds asap. Or no eating. Streets. Seriously

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I don’t have it in me to keep up with the direness of the situation. Just had to call and reschedule for Wed. And scared the panic won’t die down before then, and fundraising will keep me from doing it. Or the anxiety of this

I woke up to the hotel manager calling for money. Payment didn’t go through . At first afterpay didn’t work. Didn’t know if even had funds to pay in full, risking streets. Terror. No more afterpay until paying some back now. Making it dire I raise funds asap. Or no eating. Streets. Seriously

lumpenpoledancer@daturabombs333.bsky.social

0/400 Homeless, queer, disabled, SWer Ongoing assistance: life or death to stay housed next few days. Hotel 100 day. Cheapest atm. Not covering food and essentials. East Oakland: won’t make it unhoused and sick! Owe Cash App! URGENT Kofi - pinned paypal: nachash358 cash app: doriangrey358

I can screencap afterpay if people would like to see. And might have funds sent to caretakers cashapp to keep safe for now instead Scared I’ll have to lose Cash App to survive now too. And would lose afterpay as last resort. But I’ve had to star using normally been so rough