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i love when i can platonically hold hands w my friends

replaying mass effect feels so bittersweet with everything thats happened

kinda tired of having had the same job for 7 years and STILL not knowing whether ill be paid each month because the belgian government is so incompetent

my masters thesis supervisor is moving back to america soon so after years of me dropping by every now and again to keep in touch, well be switching to a texting relationship and that feels weird. im almost anxious?

kinda been enjoying using hair sticks instead of scrunchies to put my hair up

it also makes my hair look so androgynous from the front. i feel like with ponytails its always a bit girly no matter how much u try to hide it

lost 5 pounds in a couple weeks with all these health issues. im still above the "put on weight NOW" threshold that i was at a couple years ago but i should be careful i dont lose any more

just realised ive been so tired ive skipped three meals in a row this is not good

my male roommates outfit is making him look like more of a lesbian than my gf and i

im gonna be honest a part of me still has a fondness for harry potter as a franchise so i do have to make it a point not to interact with it anymore. i still hope jk rowling will eventually realise trans ppl are not the Enemy so i can finally play the game that came out a few years ago

im jealous of the ppl who just Dont Know shes a powerful bigot and i kinda dislike when ppl go "well harry potter always sucked anyways" bc i rly like it! i see its flaws but there still was a special sauce to it that nothing else quite has. please jkr youre supposed to be a feminist, wake up!

im not a computer person but im pretty sure pdf isnt the best format to send computer code (i have to translate a pdf that contains computer code into german (some of the zeroes got turned into the letter o in the export at some point but thats not my problem, sorry for whoevers on the other end)

to give u a better idea of the mess: its a dutch text that contains computer code that was translated into french, printed out, scanned, ocr'd, and now i have to translate the resulting bullshit into german