Dicetsuki

Dicetsuki

@dicetsuki.bsky.social

🜂 Your fellow immortal yet weak (Mabinogi MMORPG Milletian) alchemist 🜎 Nonbinary creature. He/They ☼ Currently has the entirety of Nine Sols and OCs in the brain 🜎 I observe. I come and go. I leave. 🝯 May draw other things | DO NOT REUPLOAD MY ART

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Dicetsuki
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Originally, this was gonna be animated, but I don't have time for that. So I drew it instead. ... Perhaps next time? HAHAHAHA- I also included the parents because the idea made me laugh LOL

Dicetsuki
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[Nine Sols OC] Been wanting to draw these for a while, now. (Don't ask me how Haoyu's stuck to the fence like that. Let's go with cartoon logic or something LOL.) #ninesolsoc #ninesols

Dicetsuki
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[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

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Dicetsuki
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If people drifted away, so what? I will find new people. Life will continue. And those memories will be formed, over and over. Even if it feels meaningless- even if each moment feels like the last. Only I and my friends will know how Big those moments will mean to me, to us.

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

Rather than chasing after lost seconds, I will stop and accept all. I will keep perpetuating the creation of memories until everything ends. And start all over again. Anyway, thanks for reading my lame TED Talk LOL. I'm glad House House finally got to release this game! Have a good day!

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

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It was strange. It felt like life couldn't wait for me, so I feared it. Feared its passage. Won't I be repeating the same song and dance again? Won't we drift away, one day? If so, every experience must be so exciting, sharp and chaotic, it'll be unforgettable. It became suffocating very quickly.

Dicetsuki
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Big Walk just reminded me that perhaps... time can pass by. Not to forget time, but to remember its relevance to the universe. Because of it, I can enjoy those little moments again. The quiet moments of listening to people or anything around me. That even the insignificant times are Big.

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

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Only recently did I realise, that maybe that's not all I did. While I lost those bonds, I reconnected with friends I never thought I'd never see again. Even made new ones. But time still eludes us. Especially today, where it feels like time itself is a product - a resource to carefully use.

Dicetsuki
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Asking friends for their time felt wasteful. It felt like I was pressuring people to expend their time, to hear their laughter. I wanted every moment to count. A good time to remember. As I deliberated, the cacophony of life and my heart beat at me erratically like an uncontrollable drum.

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

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Just like that, the lock down kept us shut inside. And then time... just drifted away. Before I knew it - before anyone knew it, time led us to different places. People moved away, or started a family, or simply had no more time for the past. All of us... just drifted away. Just like that.

Dicetsuki
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It was nobody's fault. Life needed us to start anew. But for me, this new stage of life was empty. I had those memories, sure, but what worth do they have if it's all done and dusted? I cannot go back to those times. It wasn't the same. So I remained there, idly standing by.

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

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Dicetsuki
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Back before Covid, when I would go and have road trips and hike and admire the starry Milky Way, I'd listen to the sound of nature, the waves... and most importantly... People. People I cared about, just talking amongst themselves, minding their own business. While I sat, quietly, taking it all in.

Dicetsuki
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I'm not a person who really takes photos or videos. I thought, at the time, those times would last forever. I mean, not the road trips, but the memories and how much weight it'd carry in my heart. I hoped it would remain there, kept close to my chest, forever. Then, the pandemic happened.

Dicetsuki
@dicetsuki.bsky.social

[Big Walk fanart] Just took a Big Walk, with friends. It's a great game. I'd make a joke akin to like, "played for the puzzles, stayed for the friendship" kinda thing, but that... doesn't really fit. It doesn't fit how this game defined itself to me. (incoming cheesy ass rant woops 1/??) #bigwalk

Dicetsuki
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I think this is one of the fewest games that has me feel a certain way. A sort of trance, transporting me to a dream-like state. The other game is Moon: Remix RPG Adventure. And I wondered why. I realised why now. It's because it brought me back to a time when things were simpler and quieter.

Dicetsuki
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[Nine Sols OC] Drew my OC Haoyu in that "GOOD ANSWER NEPHEW" meme format that I saw a little while ago, as a response to a reader trying to guess and ask about what happens in Chapter 2. (1/2) #ninesolsoc #ninesols

Dicetsuki
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(2/2) The only reason Haoyu says "brother"/bro (兄弟) instead of "nephew" here is because I can totally imagine Haoyu say this to Jun in verbatim if the situation calls for it, LOL (this is a multi-purpose drawing...!)

Dicetsuki
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I see that person's OC. ARRRGH AAAAH, THE POWER FLOWING THROUGH ME... IT'S BECOMING UNCONTROLLABLE! I'm so tempted to draw them so badly, draw their OC with Haoyu doing stupid things... urgh! My left hand- my left hand trembles! I don't think I can hold it any longer! <- Dice having a chuuni moment

Dicetsuki
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You don't understand... I've been staring at that person's Solarian OC for weeks now. WEEKS. And with each passing day, I reach out for the pen lured in by temptation. I am consumed by the whimsy- by the giddiness to entertain my fragile, mortal mind... If I don't draw them, I'll explode! AAAAAAH!