Doop

i got a new therapist and had my second session today, it’s been going well so far i think. i will become strong and healthy… i promise!!

she said she plays the sims so internally i was like fuck yess a gamer

i got not one but TWO spider donuts today... jealous?

krillion would be a cool daily game if it werent for all the ugly ass ai pixel art in it

i will make my doopgame and if i don’t you all have to hit me with rocks and sticks and missiles and arrows and sniper bullets and mud daubers and poison rays until i do

tomorrow i have to make all the cool renders of her but i finished the model of my ghost sona! yippe!!!

sometimes i feel like i’m missing a part of my art brain because i just don’t really do fanart at all for some reason. i don’t have any aversion to it and there’s a lot of things out there i really love, but it’s just not something i ever think to do

if there’s anything i wish i was doing more of in art it would be spending more time using the models i’ve already made to make renders and do cute things. i get so easily distracted by new projects that it’s rare that i actually return to a model and do more with it

i should be making a million pictures of the leech model…

there was a point in my childhood where i really wanted to learn how to play the upright bass

i don’t really enjoy how inherently sexualized trans women are even among other trans people.

one of the things that makes it hard to take paranormal stuff seriously is that the instant you start researching the history of psychics you can find all the old ways they used to trick people that fell out of favor. mediums used to to make ectoplasm by eating cheesecloth and spitting it back out