Double Aye 🏳️‍⚧️

Double Aye 🏳️‍⚧️

@doubleayebatteries.bsky.social

🔋🍋 23 - She/her - Call me Ash / Double. Digital & mixmedia artist, irl anarchist, #1 Bowser & Angel Dust fan, moth furry, & storyteller :) 🍋🔋 Anti-censorship, pro-weird Unabashed bisexual & abashed trans girl Sometimes makes & interacts with 🔞 content

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I got excited when I skipped ahead and saw him in the EXACT same area as depicted in my hint art, only for him to pull up the image and it be someone else's doodle of the same thing lol. It's too bad because I thought my idea was really clever.

I don’t know how to explain it but I fear being viewed as physically unattractive by people I care about. Like, I don’t necessarily want everyone to find me hot, but I want people to think I look nice. I’m not sure I think I’ve ever looked nice…

Also I don’t feel trans yet. I want to badly to know myself as transfem, but for some reason my fucking head won’t screw on right. I have a lot of people supporting me, but not anyone close who’s transfem that can tell me I’m doing good. I really want to share my trans fem experience with someone…

It’s funny to me when someone I follow (who doesn’t follow me) comes onto my account to like something I’ve reposted (and not any of my original posts/art). Dunno why this happens often to me. It would be cool if the artists I look up to checked out my work, but alas it’s always the fake out lol.

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When 9/11 happened they played it on the TV in my class and I remember mainly the look of shock and horror on my teachers face, which confused me because exploding and people dying was, to my mind, a fairly normal thing to see on the News.

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I was at con this weekend and I made this lil one to trade! Its new owner apparently collects homemade plushies so that's fun. I'm happy to have finished another one and I have a few almost done that I'm gonna try and sell in this upcoming month! #handsewn #PlushToy #impling #ChestHarness

Something really scary happened to me yesterday. Something terrifying yet amazing. Something I never expected to happen, let alone so soon. I have a choice now - a real choice - to take a huge leap. But I don’t feel ready; I want to be, god do I want to be. Throw me in the deep end, please o please.