Alexanthus [Lex]

Y'all should know the play by now. They start off with whatever seems the most socially acceptable kink to cry bloody murder over, then it's just a hop and a skip and a jump to everything suddenly being criminalized. Kink content is important. Even the kinks you don't like. Remember that.

Maybe I’ll sleep if the cat infant decides he’s done needing to pee or poop for the last time tonight

I might go on a posting spree of art soon so it doesn’t get forgotten. I have inklings of a low possibly breaking through after a sudden spur of restlessness and insomnia. Tonight was my last lamotrigine. I can’t get it refilled. My fiancé is leaving in two days. I’ll be alone. I’ll be alone.

I've heard people make claims that AI would lead to a new Renaissance, but I didn't imagine it'd happen like this:

So if they push this can they be held responsible for suicide?

Hey my #Ancestry anybodies… what do I do if my tree has suddenly decided my mom is my dad and married my mom so my mom is also my mom. So my tree has my mom with my mom… wasn’t like that before I stopped by to look up something today. #familygeneology #ancestryresearch #help #taphology

I truly loved you. You knew me before the accident and knew every part of me as I put my life back together. You were loved. You’ll never be forgotten. #jumpingspider #regaljumpingspider #petdeath #grief

Know what what perfect timing

Deleted an artwork post because an AI mouth-needs-to-meet-concrete gremlin used it for theft. I don’t want to keep watching the life around me crumble. I’m tired. I’m tired and I want to sleep and dream and may it never end because this is a nightmare

My experience tonight after looking at my little backpack of medications and thinking about it. Maybe my #bipolar peeps can relate or maybe I’m just really bad at my health 😅 #medications #disability #mentalillness #humor

The accessibility feature on phones to make your alert rapidly flashing blinding lights is understandable for the people who can’t hear a default alert sound. When you don’t need it, not to sound whiny but some of us don’t want to have a seizure at work.

AND I didn’t go into my bedroom for more than a few seconds after work, didn’t stretch out on the couch, and stayed awake! I am now laying down in bed at 9:17pm. #idiopathichypersomnia

4th academic journal peer review submitted!

I picked up a creepcast episode where I left off before bed 1/4 into the episode only to realize they never even started yet.

Quick doodle I did for my insta because I post a lot of Pokémon tcg content and I think sometimes people forget how fucking anti AI I actually am.

Just took 16 years

Update: for a consult there’s an awful lot of gauze, pads, and antiseptic prepped on that little table…

Time to go to another neuro consult to see if we can inject botulism in my neck to make the no no orb be less mean to me. #syringomyelia #syrinx #migraines

Your anniversary means getting your hips blown out by your partner, scratching the walls, and getting handed a room temp wild cherry Pepsi can when he gets up. #nsfw #relationships

#Commission coming along #art

artfight.net/~DreadfulStar I always fight back #artfight #art

My first attack of the event! #artfight artfight.net/attack/14861...

Successfully created a tiny hat. Did not make the octopus I was trying to make. First time doing a circle. I cannot comprehend patterns not tutorials. I’m learning it by logic and trial and error.

I want to go through and clean all my vinyls. There’s a lot of songs I haven’t even found online before. Kinda cool to feel like I have something rare like that.

I feel trapped

Wolfie wolfie teefers teefers. #art #wip #originalcharacters #digitalart #nsfwart #wlw #procreate #commissionsopen #werewolflady

Thanks #Apple ❤️ I totally didn’t need to make that doctor’s appointment! I had many alarms and turned off all your stupid features before the new update. What did you fuck up this time because sure as hell Kickstart My Heart was not blaring at 7am like it used to.

“It’s anonymous” my ass when you can list every detail of my possessions and animals it’s not anonymous. What if they find something sketchy? Are they snitching? Are they opening things like drawers and recording documents that may be made visible while cleaning?