Dana 🧚🏻‍♀️✨

thoughts: british VA voice good, content not all good

the content this person leans towards is sadistic and abusive a lot of the time. liking/degrading women b/c they’re “attention whores”. it’s impossible to tell if it’s a reflection of them or if it’s something they just think they can pull off well and has nothing to do with them personally.

they do pull off the softer, sweeter content well (which i love b/c that is what i like), but a lot of their content skews toward the mean. it makes me a little sad and i h8 that i seem to confuse acting with honesty.

thoughts: british VA voice good, content not all good

i wonder how much in NSFW audio scripts are based on the writer’s fantasies vs. what subjects would acquire the most clicks.

i would not be a great actor in any sense b/c i’d always want to play someone i’d admire for whatever reason. idk if i could convincingly play someone i would hate IRL

14h

oh no here come the sads

it looks like an interview i thought was cancelled is now back on… ugh it’s hard not to get my hopes up.

i love how i think i’m going to do all these things on the weekend, and the weekend comes and i forget everything and do nothing.

and now i am numb. this feels worse somehow.

i’ve been an emotional mess the past few days. this did not help: soundgasm.net/u/DannyAudio...

maybe i will stab myself in the heart and listen to the ST “is it really you?” cover.

here’s another confession: i thought about writing to this person but that is Bad b/c it’s another parasocial relationship i don’t need to form.

Dana 🧚🏻‍♀️✨@drift-with-d.bsky.social

maybe it’s b/c it’s that time of the month but i’m now crying to this: soundgasm.net/u/DannyAudio...

is everyone voicing the same kinda character?

maybe it’s b/c it’s that time of the month but i’m now crying to this: soundgasm.net/u/DannyAudio...

also just saw that law & order episode with the woman who was lied to about her family’s coins and her crying coincided with mine. i need to be held.

my brain has been 🍳 lately

i guess this is a stereotype but he sounds out of my league. i h8 saying that. i can never picture myself when listening. idk. maybe my height works but i’m imagining the women looking like victoria’s secret models than… me

Reference photos: skinny white (tanned) bright blonde woman; little black dress

my brain has been 🍳 lately

i’ve been rather preoccupied this week… soundgasm.net/u/DannyAudio

this dude might actually give me a heart attack. and if he is attractive as he sounds, i think IRL i’d just be staring and he’d have to tell me to “blink twice” if i’m alive and breathing.

more spicy british audios of the day: more pet names like “pookie”, “pipsqueak”, and “pumpkin” 🎃

thought of gatekeeping but won’t: DannyAudio on reddit and patreon 🫠

listening to… stuff… imagining vessel calling me “sweetie” / “good girl” / “princess” shouldn’t make me feel like sobbing instead of 😍 but here we are

i am lonely and perhaps pathetic and i don’t care who knows it. #foreveralone

it was nice seeing that story from sleep token though!

listening to… stuff… imagining vessel calling me “sweetie” / “good girl” / “princess” shouldn’t make me feel like sobbing instead of 😍 but here we are

knowing vessel is an emotional person makes me feel better about all the crying i do

i listened to a SFW audio by the same guy on reddit (not written by him, but voiced by him) and cried through the whole thing. “to my future wife…” i half-cried b/c it was really nice and half-cried b/c it was still a script and perhaps not genuine.

listening to… stuff… imagining vessel calling me “sweetie” / “good girl” / “princess” shouldn’t make me feel like sobbing instead of 😍 but here we are

down bad… or down sad? ✌🏻

i read parenting things online sometimes, and idk if it’s just me, but it seems like everyone is in a rush to get developmental milestones out of the way. maybe it’s always been this way, but now we’re more privy to other people’s ways of doing things.

you think that naturally talkative people would even try to talk to me, who volunteers nothing. but i guess people don’t usually extend invitations. i’m grateful for those that do.

why did i have a dream about an “intro to intimacy” class with all people in their 30’s (maybe 20’s too) and part of the class was being naked and doing things with other people ?!?!?!

i’m leaving out details but the only person i was turned on by was this lean/muscular army dude-bro whose type i’m not attracted to IRL. we didn’t get to do anything though.

i thought the class escalated things quickly and i have no idea what was planned for next week. i just knew i had to put more effort into my appearance like wearing my hair down, makeup, and some type of black outfit 👀

why did i have a dream about an “intro to intimacy” class with all people in their 30’s (maybe 20’s too) and part of the class was being naked and doing things with other people ?!?!?!

idek but someone from an older fandom and someone from college both appeared… the second woman was just there to photograph since she was married with kids but she might have joined in anyway

hnnnnnnnng

nearly every single instagram ad i see doesn’t even feature a famous person; it’s an “influencer.” can we… not have these people anymore?

(also no-name actors are fine)

there’s another work lunch thing i have to not go to since i really don’t want to sit with my co-workers and be awkward. maybe i’ll ask to drive with someone

i am currently missing my high school wardrobe and i’m just so sad in general. maybe it’s just monday.

the stories on L&O S1 are interesting b/c i don’t like most of the characters. this is also the second time i’ve heard logan call a woman a “bitch”. i can take lennie’s comments on his ex-wives but logan’s name-calling is laced with misogyny. he *is* pro-choice but still.

i keep putting on the old L&O when i’m about to fall asleep. anyway, i think richard brooks/robinette looks better w/ a flat top. i guess it’s my ignorance showing that i wonder if his haircut would be allowed in a courtroom IRL. it was a trendy haircut at the time. i hope they come back one day IMO

on another note, i could listen to him all day.

“american hostage” started off strong but 4 episodes in… i’m okay with it ending there. don’t think i can watch much more of this.

i think it was this guy (who doesn’t really look like my former co-worker at all)

Dana 🧚🏻‍♀️✨@drift-with-d.bsky.social

i wouldn’t mention this except for the fact that i met another love interest which was an emo version of former co-worker mixed with cillian murphy and black poufy hair idk how to describe it

Shaun Evans for reference:

Dana 🧚🏻‍♀️✨@drift-with-d.bsky.social

she worked for someplace like MI5 doing “technical work” and one of her male colleagues was the young version of endeavour morse (shaun evans)! i think there might’ve been sexytimes b/w us… or at least noticing sexual tension there