shulzy

shulzy

@dshulzy.bsky.social

attention-deficit 23 year old man child who can barely draw worth a damn most of the time or at least i tell myself that to excuse my laziness https://ko-fi.com/shulzy

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shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

can i be honest? i fucking hate being a fan-artist. it's a cheap way to gain traction, i feel obligated to only draw fanart, and my creativity and motivation to improve is next to non-existent because i've conditioned myself to only draw someone else's work, i don't bother trying to make-

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shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

i hate to throw this excuse out there, but dude i'm getting OLD and i got nothing to show for it. i just turned 23 and still haven't put out a single creative project, lemme tell you know that shit does NOT feel good in the slightest. i don't think sticking to what's not working is gonna make-

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

my dilemma any better. i swear half the time i feel like i'm not cut out for this creative and artist shit. anyways apologies for the vent, just had to get that out there lol. i'm doing alright. just in a not desirable state of mind and a weird stage in my life. my twenties have been weird. blegh.

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

can i be honest? i fucking hate being a fan-artist. it's a cheap way to gain traction, i feel obligated to only draw fanart, and my creativity and motivation to improve is next to non-existent because i've conditioned myself to only draw someone else's work, i don't bother trying to make-

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

anything new and actually use my imagination. not to mention when i post stuff that's not fanart of what i typically make fanart of, no one cares. having what little following i've got just feels fake, people only know me as the starfox guy and not actually me, i guess. -

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

idk, i feel as if i've really hindered myself over the past few years thanks to my stubborness to do something original, and lost alotta potential i could've had. maybe i'm just screaming into the void here and it's really just a me problem, my lack of motivation and tiktok attention span and all. -

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

crappy bird drawing that took too long i'm calling it crappy because i'm not too happy with how the face turned out, it looks too different from the last time i drew him and i couldn't for the life of me figure out how to draw it consistently with this bum ass angle

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

i swear everytime i draw this chud i draw her completely differently than the last, i can never make up my mind on how i hc her design lul anyways i gave her some battle damage, figured it'd make sense considering she's on a planet with a buncha dinos and all

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UnderGround Collective
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The UC is attending BLFC this year. we got a couple of brand Shirt designs, Stickers, magnets, and even some Fidget Toys. We'll be at Table 713 in the Dealers Den! #UndergroundCollective #UC #BLFC #FurryCon #furryart

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

remembered i made this edgy furry character in high school so i redrew him ball point pens are pretty fun to use, lowkirkuinely

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

i'm ngl i'm thinking about ditching the new art style and going back to the old one. i rly like these drawings here because imo they're more representative of what i was trying to go for, but i got too carried away and completely switched styles when i didn't have to. idk

shulzy@dshulzy.bsky.social

space furries doing their thing #starfox #foxmccloud

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

he’s baaaack i’ma bring back the daily fops, just to keep my skills in check ik the pose is hella boring but i figured i’d start with something easy #starfox #foxmccloud #fanart

shulzy
@dshulzy.bsky.social

bah i know self deprecation bad but it feels like i can only draw at all when i take my adhd meds, which i'm tryna not take as often on one hand it's nice to feel like myself again combined with quitting effexor but on the other it's made me realize just how bad my "adhd" is