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Learning programming, kinda cool how with more knowledge my project ideas get clearer in execution

sole thing that's good about adhd is that as fast you obsess over someone(your crush, new friend), just as fast you grow disillusioned if response is disappointing or extremely underwhelming

Imagine having nothing to do and kinda liking a guy, but he's a functional busy member of society and you kinda friendless, so you are feeling desperate even though you know why don't talk that much. Anyway, couldn't be me

I think I feel about about vocalist of boa the same as fans of Taylor Swift feel about her

I am lonely so I made a profile on dating platform and recently started talking with a dude and developed a crush and it's so annoying, I don't want to be a needy person, urgh, rn I am pulling myself from texting too much, like you would pull a dog from eating a shit on a walk

When you wear a fat suit you become your fatsona

green tea > milk tea > instant plain coffee > cacao > americano/cappucino/annything similar

Being in denial about being trans is like waiting for a Hagrid that will tell you that you're transgirl,but instead it will be probably Luna(or whatever girl name is popular currently)(yes, unfortunate simile considering Rowling, but still)

Japanese be wildin

Does anyone have moments when you are super stocked because you found interesting game/manhwa/tv-series/anime and instead of consuming it, you stretch your excitement and delay it doing something else

I DEMAND WE BRING JUNGLE AND DNB BACK IN GAMES

Having acid reflux so bad it skips your mouth and starts burning in your nose when you burp

Good for her, I guess, at least she knows what she wants lol

While I still have free time, is Star Trek worth looking into, where do you even start?

written 700 words, feeling hella productive #writingsky

I ain't surviving zombie apocalypse, even if I got some superpowers

Why did we stop talking like a well read 19 century intellectuals mixing stuff from different languages? Why do we judge it now as insufferable. Personally, use stuff from different languages with me, I am more than willing to ask what does this strange word mean

Why is there a strange dreamy feeling when reading japanese contemporary books did anyone managed to pinpoint it? Like Haruki Murakami, Natsuki Soseki those authors or Conveninence Store Woman (don't remember author) #booksky

Finally finished reading all the prologues, notes, dedications, letters and what not and started Fellowship of the Ring, I really like atmosphere, it feels as warm and cozy as Harry Potter, but without bad aftertaste from the author #booksky

I've wanted to get into Kamen rider for some time and after watching agito(which was peak) started Kamen rider W and damn, Philipp is straight up goals, though I am really fucking annoyed with Akiko

It's kinda crazy how some writers can be so productive they publish multiple chapters per week #writing

Trying to start reading as an adult is just chasing that middle school summer break book high, when you borrow maximum amount of books and read them within a week #booksky

yt shorts is probably main contributor to my lack of sleep. now I promise myself to go to sleep, meanwhile here's funny short www.youtube.com/shorts/QKrX_...

I chose Lord of the Rings as my next read, whole thing. Just want some epic adventure with good cast of characters that will be developed and deepened throughout the story

Finished reading Stephen King's 11/22/63 4/5 rating. It ramps up really slow, but otherwise plot progression and characters are really good. Though I found obdurate past moments sometimes annoying and overused. Spoiler: the fact that ending just wiped all the story was really underwhelming

Finally quit my job in hel(l)pdesk(I think it's called that, basically helping people with the most basic problems and if it isn't in your competence just relay the call to someone else). Shit was toxic

Bought on sale Tales of Maj'eyal with a few dlc, I really like it, but I'm dying constantly, this rogue like is merciless, played yesterday with new character, reached second beginner area and it spawns fucking elite monster, I've used all my respawns and still died

Also, the thing I love the most is flathub, it feels like I am a kid scrolling google play to download neat stuff again, I really like it

Btw, I've acclimated a bit now(probably my wfh job needing windows installation helped), now I genuinely use it daily, it has it weirdness, especially how fucking bright everything is because I can't dim my screen beyond minimum, but it's still nice

Kinda want to write epic about immortal amnesiac skeleton who travels the world with his apothecary friend, which eventually confesses his love to them. Call it crumbly yaoi

Finally logged in bluesky through linux, slowly changing things to my taste. Besides that is crazy how smooth youtube is on linux, no lag at all, even preview video on hover loads immediately

Is it ADHD and hyperfixations or naturally developed interest?; after last episode - Tarot, is today's episode - Linux

Brackets are chastity cages for teeth

Btw I've finally installed Linux, though it feels kinda unusual, but probably just the matter of tweaking the settings and bringing over all of my accounts from windows

Finally bought new SSD, it should arrive tmrw, super excited to try dual booting Linux. Don't have much experience with it, but vm really surprised me how fast it was and trying kde further amplified this curiosity.

Stardew valley fucking rocks, too bad I only can gift 2 gifts a week. Love relationship system, got 3 hearts with Linus, he's cute

Splurged on autumn sale and bought some games from steam, including Stardew valley and decided to do new playthrough, I've forgot how much bamboo rod sucked

When I see bright acid green my first thought now is green yuri

My cat is waiting for my mom from work because she's lonely and when I am playing with her that's not enough and now she's meowing like crazy

god I fucking love NL www.youtube.com/shorts/73LZ-...

in cynic world being kind is punk

Reading the book "there's happiness in every moment you just need to see it" -yeah, kinda makes sense; then you see news article and you feel like you're not supposed to be happy, because it feels disrespectful

Tumblr had to suffer this now you do too

Enbies don't fart, idiot. They/She/It

My son unintentionally turned himself into a cryptid. He wanted to make coffee with his face covered by his hood for some reason (said it was because he could still see and it was a challenge) Of course I sketched it. #cryptids #weird #random

Debloated(w\o root) my old xiaomi and it's crazy how much snappier it is

Kinda sucks that with appearance of AI instead of doing cool stuff, it's famous for stealing people's jobs, doing cheap imitations of art and what not

Despite what many may believe roundness of tomatoes does not mean tomatoness of roundness