eggshellwbacon

eggshellwbacon

@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

he/they/it/any 🍳 rus/eng/jpn/fr 🥓 artist & craft maker

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Adam Ellis
@adamtots.bsky.social

Nostalgia is a weapon. You don’t miss the early 2000s, you miss being a stupid child. You want to be stupid again. You want your parents to take care of you. You are 12.

eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I told my mother I've started HRT. It's been stressful and I didn't expect to need comfort too. Been a while since I've made quick shitty sketches for myself. Feels refreshing. [ #Sketch #Comic ] [ #Comfort #SelfIndulgent #Transgender #QueerArtist ] [ #Moomin #Moominmamma ]

eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I got new experiences in my life alongside new troubles C-PTSD got confirmed by a psychologist I've been seeing for a while. ASD — by multiple practitioners and by the same psychologist after testing. And the hardest thing is to self-diagnose Borderline Personality Disorder #Art #C-PTSD #BPD #ASD

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eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I'm surrounded by nice people who care about me and who help me. But it doesn’t change the state I’m in right now. I've hurt a lot of loved ones, and I eat myself alive for it. It's hard to let go of guilt and to give space to acceptance, protecting others and, most importantly, myself.

eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I'm not a monster, I'm emotionally dysregulated, I need help and support and to ask for it properly. I need treatment. I'm afraid of being rejected. But if I get rejected, these people aren't for me and they'll hurt me. I deserve a good life and to recover. Thank you for reading.

eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I got new experiences in my life alongside new troubles C-PTSD got confirmed by a psychologist I've been seeing for a while. ASD — by multiple practitioners and by the same psychologist after testing. And the hardest thing is to self-diagnose Borderline Personality Disorder #Art #C-PTSD #BPD #ASD

eggshellwbacon
@eggshellwbacon.bsky.social

I'm afraid of the stigma and being seen as a monster to be avoid at all cost. And I'm so pained that my friends and family haven't recognized my emotional dysregulation; that psychiatrists and psychologists at the mental hospital never diagnosed me. That I had no name for it, and no instruments.

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