Madiha S.

Madiha S.

@emptinesseffigied.com

🔞Power Differences Eroticizer. Engaging in erotic communication based on sadomasochism. (Lesbian fiction writer.)

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#oc #イラスト 夢を見た。 夢の中で、私は見知らぬバス停にひとり立っていた。 雪の降り積もった通りには誰の姿もなく、待ち続けているバスは一向にやって来なかった。 ふと、道の向こうにあるアパートを見上げた。 建物は灰色の闇に沈み、たった一つの窓だけに明かりが灯っていた。それは目を刺すような、現実離れした赤い光だった。 その赤い光の奥に、ひとりの人影が吊り下がっていた。

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Today’s my birthday! It’s been a hellish year but I’m hanging in there. I’d love if people checked out my podcasts for my birthday, or maybe shared some of their favorites with their own followers. I have bunches!

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A new VoIP Life for all $10+ patrons! I’m joined by @yerfriendmolly.undertow.cards to weigh in on the characters of FE: Fortune’s Weave as shown to us by @poyfuh.bsky.social and it turns into two and a half hours of yapping! Enjoy! www.patreon.com/posts/173386...

my wife and i got a mini crockpot (because we are a mini household... just us two) and im addicted to putting things in it and cooking them on low for 8 hours...

yes, several, and gender/sexual performance/expression and problems thereof are a pretty frequent theme. i think you'll get the vibe pretty quickly after you read it lol

Yes, I've read and greatly enjoyed Roadside Picnic! I played Stalker before and things like that inspired by it, so I was interested in the milieu, but Roadside Picnic itself is so different from stuff like Stalker, I ended up loving it much more because of the social dynamics it explores.

And it is no longer true that I don't read much fiction it is basically what I've done the most the past two years lol. That was more the case when I had to juggle UD's serialization alongside my technical support job. When I became a technical writer (and now unemployed) I read more fiction now.

I'm too paranoid to post the pictures I took because I can already imagine all 1096 possible forms of scorn I will receive for the contents of the image. But Roadside Picnic is on the like youtuber background bookshelf I was building of things I read while working on EE. Along with like Nightwood

I try to avoid making definitive statements about where the story and characters might go but I think the data is out there to make some extrapolations on how and why Mona is like this and whether and in what ways she's likely or unlikely to change, as well as my own predilections as an author.

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I've been sick for most of the month now so I straight up forgot that it's been a year since I started Emptiness Effigied. Thank you so much to everyone who read it, recommended it to someone, passed along my ceaseless posts telling people to read it, and so on. I really appreciate it!

Madiha S.@emptinesseffigied.com

Emptiness Effigied begins today with a free novella! A lesbian detective with an enigmatic past becomes embroiled in mysterious plots and strange phenomena as she searches for her esteemed teacher in a setting inspired by the interwar period in Europe. emptinesseffigied.com

every so often i get an idea for a story and think “this is too dumb and doesnt make any sense” and then my wife tells me about some fantasy book she read when she was a child that has The stupidest premise ive ever heard. but i still struggle with holding myself to too high standards lol…

the problem with madiha. the rise and fall of madiha. the madiha situation is crazy. madiha is more evil than you think. surviving 100 days of madiha. its over for madiha. inside madiha's abandoned madiha. the best madiha ive ever tested. the modern reality of madiha. the internet's forgotten madiha

what if i pickled you with my traditional barrel-aged method. and you became zesty with a tasteful kick of red pepper while lasting forever in my pantry.

I've been sick for most of the month now so I straight up forgot that it's been a year since I started Emptiness Effigied. Thank you so much to everyone who read it, recommended it to someone, passed along my ceaseless posts telling people to read it, and so on. I really appreciate it!

Madiha S.@emptinesseffigied.com

Emptiness Effigied begins today with a free novella! A lesbian detective with an enigmatic past becomes embroiled in mysterious plots and strange phenomena as she searches for her esteemed teacher in a setting inspired by the interwar period in Europe. emptinesseffigied.com

I understand it must have been annoying for many of you when I disappeared from working on UD and showed back up with another thing entirely, so I am really happy that anyone gave it a chance and that I got many kind words about it. I really like writing, and I like entertaining others with my work.

I have a couple of new stories in the oven and I am hoping that either late December-ish or January-ish I can publish them. Also I'm still unemployed so if you like the story a cash-giving amount, I would really appreciate a patreon www.patreon.com/c/MadihaS or a kofi ko-fi.com/madihas

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メイド #ブルアカ #art #illustration #bluearchive #캐릭터 #일러스트 #그림 #그림계정 #doodle #painting #illust #drawing #art #artist #artwork #character #ilustration #digitalart #落書き #絵 #디지털드로잉 #插圖 #イラスト

if i had been born in time to have money when it hit i think i wouldve been more crazy about toys to life stuff. aesthetically i just like the idea of the characters being toys you choose to play with. kinda like gacha. shaking my head as i type so everyone knows i dont agree with the monetization

but the other thing is gacha characters are like beautiful green fairy brat and queen of hearts motif goddess of memes. and toys to life things were like. angry box art spyro the dragon. but in principle i wouldve probably been putting crazy little guys on my power portal or whatever

my answer is a huge bummer so i don't want to put it in the mentions of a stranger by quote reposting them but let's just say i transitioned because i already tried much more extreme life-altering methods a few times to no effect

hell one of the reasons i tried to vacate existence a few times was because i didnt think it was possible for me to transition. and it took like 7 long years after i started at least trying to survive if not live to finally get on hormones. things are better even if i am still gravely mentally ill

these days i try not to share things that are too personal like this but idk maybe people who read my stories will find the inspiration to keep living even if your brain is dead set against you

been so miserable lately i hate being sick. went from beating myself up for not doing enough lately to not being able to do anything but watch youtube and lie around with my phone thinking about how little im doing. dont recommend