epialtes.bsky.social

32th day of unemployement, went for a walk with my aunt (she doesn't like to walk alone and i still want to make), did my 10.000 steps. But ate chocolate. This weather depress me. Tried to study tonigh, in vain, it seems ritalin effect is great in the first few hours only

A school shooting happened today in US, it's pretty rare, like i only remember 3 time occurence. First time it happened it was a rape victim, but there wasn't any mention of that here. Looked to some blackpilled teenager instead? And as usual, the bullying. It seems to be the most common thing

29th day on unemployment. For yesterday: Took Ritalin for the first time. It shall take a week to have an effect, i hope it will go well. I walked, restarted studying dutch, and even worked a bit on my code. Knowing i started a new treatment gave me a bit of hope.

One thing i learned, and one of my biggest mistake when learning english, was the fact brain separate entry vocabulary and produced one. So to learn a language you need to work on both understanding and production. I searched the 1000 most used word in dutch and trained with them. I hope to pick up

27th day of unemployment. Ate chocolate today. I promised myself to stop sugar but hey, i guess i can do an exception. I took the dark one. I avoided the 90g, as it was the sign of a productor doing shrinkflation. I avoided the one with a lot of sugar, usually used to cut cost. I ended with

13eme jour de chomage. J'ai été porter mes affaires au parc a container. Le rangement de la cave/buanderie/garage/grenier est fini. A part ça aucun changement Mon grand père s'est disputé avec ma grand mere, lui a dit qu'il avait bossé toute sa vie et de ne pas le comparer avec quelqu'un qui ne

12eme jour de chomage. Reveillé a 7H30, marché un peu, mangé du sucre alors que je n'aurais pas du, révisé mon neerlandais mais pas mon code. J'avais prévu d'aller a l'église, je ne l'ai pas fait. Je pensais que mon principal problème jusqu'ici etait le temps, mais même comme ça je galère a

7eme jour de chomage. Officielement toujours sous préavis. J'ai peur que mes habitudes s'érodent avec le temps. Je me suis reveillé a 7H30 comme prévu, mais levé a presque 10H (j'ai joué avec mon chat). J'ai a peine révisé mon neerlandais, pas encore étudié mon code (programme), pas encore pris de