Ethan

Ethan

@ethanstrick.bsky.social

Personal/gaming/shitpost account of @ethan8bit.newgrounds.com

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Missing teeth and still have multiple bad teeth so I look like I just have a goofy two-tooth smile, still can't find a job, still can't get enough work, still can't do anything right, still realizing I'm never going to be able to support anyone if I can't support myself.

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Here's a rough draft of a feature I've since scrapped. Doesn't flow right with what I want in combat. Can salvage a lot of it though. #CherubDev #UE5 #BunnyPileBunker

Call it a hot take, but I think Breath of the Wild did major damage to the industry due to higher-ups pointing at it and going "do that"

Crushed@silenttakedown.bsky.social

yeah sure whatever, let lara croft cook potato stew on her phone for 2m0s of damage resistance who gives a shit anymore

Guess my dad admitted he thinks I'm a slacker because I'm still unemployed and "you need to find a job we're gonna be broke" and then saying he wishes I was more motivated to get the life I want.

Hate sounding like that one guy, but it does feel a little disheartening when posting art into a discord and, unless it's nsfw, it barely gets remarks

Hate sounding like that one guy, but it does feel a little disheartening when posting art into a discord and, unless it's nsfw, it barely gets remarks

Just waiting for the unbearable news that it's gonna sale an insane amount of copies, it shoves money into shareholders' pockets, and then the industry plummets harder into darkness.

Man it's gonna be a long 3 weeks. I want to play more Wardogs because it felt like a nice mix of arcade like Battlefield/Call of Duty and mechanical aspects (logistics/etc) like ARMA without going too into the deep end with either.

Wardogs is gonna be my new addiction I feel it. Just snuck up on someone and punched him to death and stole all his stuff. He went "whyyyyyyy"

I keep having awful dreams. They're not scary nightmares, just "hey what if this life-altering thing happened to you such as losing your house to flooding or feeling so depressed you have very bad thoughts"

I think the job hunt is just taking a toll on me because I think about how I'd ever be able to support myself if I can't find a new job. I don't even have a car and that kind of money's not going to magically appear.

I apologize for my earlier crashout. I put too much value into numbers and relationships on the platform, thinking my art and self-worth are lower if someone I look up to unfollows.

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