Tenali

Tenali

@ethquinox.bsky.social

Medically Retired Military | Avali Pixel Smith | Engineering Student | Furry While I am a SFW pixel smith, I do dabble with suggestive & NSFW at times. All of my links below! https://linktr.ee/ethquinox

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Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Comms are closed, you wonderful beans hit the slot limit! Most stickers should be done by tonight, but the customs will be worked on over then next however long or so lol. You all gave me some great challenges this time around and I'm really excited to work on them!

Tenali@ethquinox.bsky.social

Well, seeing as I cannot sleep... I have made the decision to open up my Ko-fi comms again!!! Custom comms and stickers are once again back on the menu, but like I said before, everything is slotted! Just trying to save my sanity this time around! ko-fi.com/tenali_ethqu... #Avali #Commissions #Art

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

If you're looking for a nice and friendly community, come and join the #spacebirdfederation! We're a #vrchat #avali alt-lore roleplay/hangout community. You don't need to be an Avali to have fun because all are welcome!

Space Bird Federation@sbfederation.bsky.social

Looking for fellow avali?

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I hate that with how burnt out I am, the quality of my art and motivation to do it has absolutely tanked. Pretty much for the last 2 years, I've been operating on fumes. These last 2 months have been even worse... I can feel the physical toll of all the stress on my body.

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Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

This heavy decline all started when I started college too. I ended up not being notified that it started and ended up being 2 weeks late. I've spent the last 2 months trying to get caught up in classes only to still be on the path to fail. 2 months of constant homework every single day, only to fail

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

It's disheartening honestly, I wanted to succeed, but I just don't even care anymore. I can't wait for it to be done more than anything... All in all, I'm a burnt out wreck, but I'm going to keep trying to push through.

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I hate that with how burnt out I am, the quality of my art and motivation to do it has absolutely tanked. Pretty much for the last 2 years, I've been operating on fumes. These last 2 months have been even worse... I can feel the physical toll of all the stress on my body.

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I'm exhausted, get consistent lack of sleep, consistent nightmares when I do get sleep, I'm more lethargic, my depression is showing more, my brain fog is so bad that I'll forget what I'm doing as I'm doing it, my short term memory just doesn't exist anymore, the apathy... And there's so much more.

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Really struggling to work through this horrific burnout, but I finished this commission for @alexolotl-master.bsky.social. I just want to express my utmost gratitude for the patience you have all been showing. But I'm ever so slowly making progress! So sorry... T^T #Axolotl #Furry #GripCombatRacing

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Niali the Avali
@nialitheavali.bsky.social

This took me way longer then I wanted but I learned a lot making this render :3 #avali #spirivali #davali #furry #art #furryart #liminal #backrooms

Tenali@ethquinox.bsky.social

I really loved working on this piece, this has got to be the best water I ever made! I'm not too terribly happy with the background if I'm honest, I think I could've had straighter lines for sure... Who knows, I might fix this one up a bit more in the future. #avali #furry #art #liminal #backrooms

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

If I develop my skills a bit more, would you like to see possible 3d render commissions from me? Just curious.

Tenali@ethquinox.bsky.social

First time touching blender in the last 7 years... I think I did okay! #avali #art #3d #spirivali

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I really loved working on this piece, this has got to be the best water I ever made! I'm not too terribly happy with the background if I'm honest, I think I could've had straighter lines for sure... Who knows, I might fix this one up a bit more in the future. #avali #furry #art #liminal #backrooms

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Prepping my car for painting and I found out that the hood has cracks in the metal... It's a shame I'm someone with an extremely tight budget and minimal tools. Whelp, nothing a little paint can't cover!

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

This was such a fun bit to be a part of. The awkward silences, shitty acting, awful post-prod... Perfection. And yes, we were unpaid actors for this. Maybe I should lawyer up to get my deserved pay...

Xahau Vega@xahauvega.bsky.social

We have a new bird in town, and he is looking to corner the market with his outstanding knowledge of the law in the @sbfederation.bsky.social on Mangila. #avali #bettercallsaul

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Vroom vroom. As clean as she'll get without redoing the paint. A lot of tannin staining in the paint unfortunately. But regardless of external looks, she's ready for the road!!!

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

With the new hagitta'vali 2.0, I had to get my hands on one! While not finished textures yet, here's Tenali on the base! She's so cute!!! #avali #furry #vrchat

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Thank you all for your support so far! I'm very happy to have seen you guys enjoying the sticker pack! If you haven't seen it yet, this is a free #avali sticker pack made from suggestions from the community. Get your free stickers and leave a suggestion on what you want to see in the next pack!

Tenali@ethquinox.bsky.social

I've decided to release the first 5 of 10 stickers. I figured that if I'm going to be in some bad burnout, I can at least give out what I already have. So head over to my Ko-fi to get your free stickers today!!! ko-fi.com/s/b81870c7b6 #Avali #furry #furryart #digitalart

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Yippee, my hand is starting to do that thing again where it just goes completely numb and stops working! It always starts with my pinky and ring finger before the rest of my arm is affected.

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

It's like a cool sensation that washes over and the pins and needles set in before the tingling stops and there's absolutely zero feeling. When that happens, it extends to the rest of my arm and I cannot move it. Hopefully it stays in the static phase for a bit. I need my hand today!!!

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

Hey, quick update to the sticker pack! I found I made a mistake with the lines on the hug sticker. I made the initial changes for my character but forgot to copy the changes over to the main! Anyways, I updated the pack so everything should be all good now!!! #avali #furry #furryart #digitalart

Tenali@ethquinox.bsky.social

I've decided to release the first 5 of 10 stickers. I figured that if I'm going to be in some bad burnout, I can at least give out what I already have. So head over to my Ko-fi to get your free stickers today!!! ko-fi.com/s/b81870c7b6 #Avali #furry #furryart #digitalart

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I've decided to release the first 5 of 10 stickers. I figured that if I'm going to be in some bad burnout, I can at least give out what I already have. So head over to my Ko-fi to get your free stickers today!!! ko-fi.com/s/b81870c7b6 #Avali #furry #furryart #digitalart

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

I love this... Just as the weather starts to cool off for a bit. BAM!!! Hazardous AQI. That's not fog, that's smoke. There's a massive wildfire not far from me and predicted to last until first snow. Waiting for the ash fall to happen now lol. I just want to spend some time outside damnit! AHHHH!!!

Tenali
@ethquinox.bsky.social

If things keep progressing as they are, I might have to evacuate due to the conditions. So yeah, fun... At least the aesthetics are looking semi-apocalyptic! So there's that I guess?