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I'm sorry to ask for this, I still need to get back that money the bank took from me, I had to work overtime last month to account for all my bills and now I'm at a loss, if you could spare something to help me out I'd be eternally grateful! I only need $65 more ko-fi.com/spac3cr1tt3r

I've been in contact with the bank trying to get back $100 that they just took from me, and I got nowhere. All I've learned online is that this is a common thing that happens with that particular service, and there's fuckall you can do about it since the bank has immunity or something. Great.

Basically the service has hidden fees that it doesn't disclose to you openly, but because of some bs loophole they're not liable to refund you for it. I could try and get lawyers involved in this but I literally don't have the patience to try and fight a massive bank over this.

I'm gonna shut off the service and then switch to a different bank, I'm sick of dealing with this shit. Massive corporations sitting on their ass syphoning money from people who literally have to count pennies to survive. I hope they all implode on themselves.

Also, I want to thank the person who sent me $35. Your message was really sweet and it helped me to ease my worry over the loss from the bank. I genuinely don't know what I did to deserve such lovely people in my followers and I want to get better to become the person that deserves your kindness

Sorry for that rant. I'm just, doing literally anything at this point. I know you guys didn't sign up to listen to me whining on here all the time, and you don't have to. I never wanted this to be my online presence, I wanna make silly jokes and gay ass art, and I failed miserably

Sorry about that latest post if you seen it, I've deleted it now. I was already dealing with a bad burnout, and that bullshit with the bank really pushed me over the edge. I've calmed down a bit though and I'm looking into getting professional help asap. I just need to figure things out

The truth is I don't even want to be constantly helped when I'm struggling, I want to be able to help myself, to take care of myself, and to provide for my loved ones, I want to just be a functional person, but I can't deny the fact that I am just not one. And acknowledging that doesn't even help

I really do want to figure this out... I really fucking do. I have so many things I want to do in this life and I don't want to miss out on them. I just don't know what my options are. I feel like I'm backed into a deadend and all I can do is bash my head against it until I break through or die

And I know it sounds pathetic, keep crying about how woe is me, I have no one that can help me out and wah wahh I'm a baby or whatever, but it's not like I'm not TRYING to help myself, I just seriously can't fucking do it. I can last just long enough to seem fine before breaking down completely

I feel really shitty about admitting that I feel so utterly alone too, because I'm technically not even, I have friends who are always there for me, I have a nice family, and I have very sweet and kind followers, i feel like I should be better at handling life with all of this and yet..I'm still not

I keep telling myself I just need to keep going, keep pushing over the hurdles, and everything will get easier, but it just keeps piling up and up, and I'm just not mentally strong enough to make It through. I keep being told and telling myself I can do it, but I just can't, I just need help.

I'm trying to figure out a solution, but idk what or how. My mom is disabled herself, my younger sister is in college and in another country, and my older sister doesn't believe that I'm disabled. I have literally no support group beyond an emotional one, and there's only so far that can get me

These money problems just seem neverending for me, and it's really stressing me out. It's hard to care for myself as is already, but on top of that I also gotta provide for my blind mother as well, and I'm just not capable of handling that. I'm just not built to live without accommodations

I've been trying to get help as well, but all the free options have 11 different hoops to jump through, annoying long processes and large wait lists, and it's all a nightmare to navigate as a mentally disabled person all on my own. And the easier options, of course, cost like 8 kidneys per second

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore, I work my ass off trying to earn money and I'm still neck deep in debts and bills, everytime I get closer to a break something NEW just comes up. I don't fucking know what I'm supposed to do here, I just want a break for once in my life

I'm fucking devasted. Bank just charged me $100 for some service fee that they never warned me about, but since it's their partner service they can't refund it. I already had to take extra shifts to barely cover this month's rent and my debts and now I won't be able to.

I was so exhausted from work but I thought at least I'll finally be able to take a break, but now I won't even be able to afford food for 3 whole weeks. Even if the service returns my fucking money I'm not gonna have it back for up to a month. What the fuck am I gonna do

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@rtgame.bsky.social

It would be lovely if the video games industry would let the people who make the games buy food

The reason why I'm broke: I saw a can of waffle tubes for 94 money units, which was afforable, then at self checkout, it turned out they were actually 384 money units, which is bullshi, but I got anxious about putting them back so I just took them and now I have a can of just okay overpriced waffles

I could've just put them back, I really could've, nothing was stopping me, it was a self check out, I didn't have to talk to anyone, there wasn't a line behind me and I literally only had 1(one) thing. But I got self conscious over being perceived as (???) so I just paid for it and now I hate myself

"how are you" my body's check engine light has been on since I was 12 and the mechanics just tell me I must be low on gas

"Misogyny isn't real" of course, but when a woman is depicted as a sa victim in the story entirely about her abuse, she is treated as the villain by the public and has her trauma turned into a quirk 🤡

Bloody Disgusting@bloody-disgusting.com

Nikki from OBSESSION joins FORTNITE tomorrow. You wished for this...

I wish I could say something funny about this but I'm honestly just pissed, Nicky's treatment by the audience is so tasteless and annoying. Girl isn't even the villain of the movie but she is the one getting the slasher treatment. I'm fucking tiredddd

I'm at a weird point in my life where I'm realizing that this is likely all there's gonna be, I'll never be better, I'll never achieve any of my dreams, I'll never find stability, I'm always just too exhausted to keep trying, and even if I did, what's the point if I'm still just gonna be exhausted

I'm just gonna end up living the life I hate, looking forward to the next day off just for a chance to rest, and the most exciting part will be the day I'll know I'm about to fall asleep and never go to work again, and I won't even have anything to look back on as I close my eyes.

My lil shit sister just sent me this fuckass video I'm never gonna recover

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Transphobes Can't Read

@lordaslan.bsky.social

Stfu @bsky.app

Bluesky@bsky.app

no kings includes billionaires who think they’re kings

Went to the doctors, asked for a referral for day hospital on account of the fact that I'm literally having violent meltdowns and hurting myself and I was told that before that I need to submit lab tests, and see a neurologist, which all need 3 extra appointments. I might die by then but okay

I feel like it'd be easier to just get addicted to opium at this point. I just want to get help for my mental issues so I can do all the stuff I want, save up for my mom's surgery, make my dumb art, buy a cat ect. instead of banging my head against the wall in hopes that someone will finally hear me

I'm sorry, I gotta whine, I know over sharing on social media is no where near therapy but it's the best thing I have right now, I just gotta feel like at least somewhere I'm heard, and as little as it is, it does *kinda* help

All the appointments are for dates up to three weeks from now, in 2 different locations, just to *maybe* get a referral, and then if I get it I get to be on the wait list for the day hospital, where I need to be NOW because I'm an active danger to myself. Lol, lmao even.

I have an appointment at the psychiatrist today, but I really wanna just stay home and watch Bob's Burgers all day. Do I even NEED meds really

cartoonbrew.com‘Knights Of Guinevere’ E2 Nears 9 Million Views In Two DaysDana Terrace, John Bailey Owen, and Zach Marcus’s sci-fi thriller proves just how big an impact the indie 2D animated series has made with a massive E2 launch.

"some people have it worse" cool, now I'm depressed on my own AND other's behalf

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@cartoonbrew.bsky.social

Six million views in a day. Nearly nine million in two. After a year-long wait, 'Knights of Guinevere' returned over the weekend with an even bigger debut than its pilot. A tremendous launch for Dana Terrace and Glitch’s indie 2D series. www.cartoonbrew.com/series/knigh...

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Rebecca McCarthy - Game Writing & Narrative 🔜 AdventureX

@rebeccamwrites.bsky.social

Dressmaker is a masterpiece.

Horrible day today. I had a violent meltdown and hurt myself badly. The whole trying to push myself to do better shit simply isn't what works for me, I burnout and then I explode, I am simply not cut out to function without proper help, and sadly idk where to get it

It's really just the capitalism that I have a problem with, I burnout when I work faster than normal, and I can't afford not to work or me and my mom will starve to death, and there's absolutely no way for me to get proper REAL fucking help for free because nobody gives a damn unless you pay

I don't even know what to do anymore. I've done everything I've been told, followed every advice, nothing's worked, and the only thing that WILL help me is locked behind a paywall. I hate this country, I hate ableism, and if I survive my 20s I will dedicate the rest of my life to fighting it

I tried going to the hospital, but wasn't really met with any help or clear direction on where to go, asked to be hospitalized and they said I'd be put on a waiting list, like, k, thanks, I'm literally gonna kill myself but aight

Living in a country with free health care unfortunately doesn't mean that you'll receive help for your medical issues

It's free alright, but the medical staff kinda doesn't gaf about doing anything to help you, and also there's 67 people in the line and also we're closed for lunch come back later and also you need to see this other specialist first and also

The only time I was ever given proper help with anything was when I had to fork up $70 out of pocket, I live in the richest country in the world and our health care is a fucking joke, genuinely where do the taxes go

I hang out on this transmasc subreddit and I hate how everytime the advice for passing better is to remove facial piercings. Like God dammit I love facial piercings WYM they make me more clocky 😭😭😭

It's tough being both transmasc and punk, I guess I'll just have to make peace with the fact that I'll never pass

Autism is my favorite season of the year