Fel and Friends

Fel and Friends

@felinus.bsky.social

I've gone to pieces. But now I spend the day picking them up and building. Thank you to those who are here and waiting. My worst of me isn't all of me. I'll make amends to what I can and I take responsibility for what I can't. I'm still me

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I need therapy. But it's nigh on impossible to get it here. So what the fuck am I supposed to do? I've been waiting and hanging on for over 8 years. Maybe I should go into the place and slash up my arms in front of the receptionist while speaking in tongues. Maybe then they'll move me up the list?

Turns out I may have body dysmorphia. Right now I hate seeing myself in mirrors. I know others say I'm attractive, but what I feel inside isn't what I see outside. I hate my body. This isn't me. I hate so many parts of it. Others finding me attractive makes no difference.

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Replying to @fratboychester.bsky.social

A sick and twisted alternative universe where Chester existed in 1999 and fronted his own nu metal band... I know punk Chester already exists but I had to #ChesterVR (is that tag good for fanart too? I've seen some people use it as such) #KermisDraws #anthro #furry

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A big “No U” in the form of squishy Cascada coils. A sssilly doodlin showing what I imagine happens to @datcheerisi.bsky.social whenever he tries to uno reverse card a snek-minded individual. Tssss-sssssss guess he’s got the better part of his day all planned out for him now :3

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This is Ori the meerkat, drawn by @bigbadnickwolf.bsky.social ! A playful, smug, sci-fi coded creature who is as hungry as he is untrustworthy. :9 Don't let that big smile fool you. He wants you on the other side of it! What do we think? :3

I know I seem selfish sometimes. And sometimes yes I admit I am. I think it comes from being stepped on and devalued a lot growing up. I'm always thinking about myself because I feel I am owed a lot for such a shit upbringing, I want a change, I want what I was unfairly denied.

Steam has a serious problem. There's open bigotry running unchecked in the discussions, they allow lists for anti dei and anti woke BS and there is a serious anti LGBT bot problem. And yet they don't seem to be doing anything about it.

It's going to end. It's all going to fall apart. We shouldn't stop fighting but we should also prepare for the worst. Protect our own and save as many as we can. They'll come for us, and people will riot. And it will all burn.

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Another day another me drawing the same stuff over again Also in case you missed it, I opened up a discord server recently :3 I posted the wip of this in that server, so if you're interested in seeing my work a little early (both SFW and NSFW), that is the place to go teehee

I breathed. I'm not going to kill myself. I can't do that, not to you all. This shit in the group had been brewing for a long time. But it's not reflective of my whole life. I'm not hopeless. I'll make up with them eventually. I can do this.

I think I'm doing okay then it turns out a whole fucking circle of people have been dealing with my shit and I was too much of a stupid shithead to see it. Just like the dozen other fucking times it's happened. How many more? Living sucks, don't want to hurt people so can't fucking die. Now what?

Cocktail of shit in my head, repeating mistakes. Feeling like I need to shut myself away so my friends never get hurt because it's only a matter of fucking time before you all end up the same. And maybe just killing myself really is the best route. But that would just hurt you all more so fuck.

I really am a messed up piece of shit. Doesn't matter what my past was or what I've dealt with, fact is, I should do better now. And I don't. At least one part of me is selfish and can't be bothered. There, I fucking said it. The idea I'll never change scares me. And maybe I should just end it now.

This guy puts it best what I've been thinking for years. THIS FANDOM IS A SAFE PLACE. WE ARE NOT GOING TO START GATEKEEPING AND MAKING RANKS AND TRIBES. GET THE FUCK OUT IF YOU BELIEVE IN THAT SHIT.

THISTHISTHISTHIS People are spreading a bunch of nonsense, and even disregaurding that... WHO CARES IF THERE WERE 50 BABYFUR PANELS You don't have to attend *A single one* you have free will. That community deals with so much garbage already and I ain't here for more of it.