Nu Metal Gear Solid

Nu Metal Gear Solid

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Okay I’m back for a surprise second blue sky post to say: Why does wedding dress shopping fucking SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They don’t make dresses that cover the right amount of skin for me!!!! My choices are between feeling exposed and uncomfortable all day or looking like a Mormon!!!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭

A man came into my job to submit a print order and when I told him that our printer only accepts jpgs he was surprised. I was like “i know, I’ve never worked with a printer that didn’t want pngs” and then he started to explain to me the difference between them and what they’re good for and I just🧍‍♀️

My store got broken into this morning and let me tell you, there is nothing that gets the adrenaline going like waking up at 4am to several missed calls and a text that says “Stay calm, we are notifying the police.” Like thanks, I am now the opposite of calm.

For some reason I was the first one they called, but luckily they called my GM after I didn’t answer and he went and took care of it, but I’m the opening manager today so I haven’t slept since and now I get to go count all the inventory to see how much they stole :) I’m so fucking tired.

I was like “Absolutely but also you actually have a spider in your hair? May I remove that for you?” and I scooped that little bitch off this lady’s head and just held this spider that only wanted to crawl up my arms while she asked me her questions lmfao. Luckily I am a Spider Guy but it felt silly

Even though I knew it was a pipe dream when I thought of it, my gunpla studio dream has made my real job actually soul crushing to do. Like I know that my dream job is out there and I’m wasting my life here instead because I’m not rich enough to start a brick and mortar business. I could cry dude.

Like at first I enjoyed daydreaming about it and it made me happy because it felt like something that I could maybe pursue for real one day. Like I could have an actual job that I love that gives me purpose. But now the depression of reality is taking its place and it feels hopeless all of a sudden.

My brother asked me earlier today if I have issues with package theft and I said no (which I don’t) and then lo and behold, I went down to retrieve an amazon package that was delivered (I have a picture confirmation) and guess what’s missing? 🙃

My pie in the sky dream is to open my own gunpla and airbrushing studio, but the economy (especially for imports) is literally in shambles. But I still can’t stop thinking about it!!! So what that it’s a small, niche market with low demand and high startup cost? It would be fun, isn’t that enough??