final grrrl 𓂀

final grrrl 𓂀

@finalgrrr1.bsky.social

⛓ blog of a witchy musician. Black lesbian anarchist domina, model. 29. ⚔️ 🪶 spicy: @minalaveau.bsky.social 🖤 finalgrrrl.bandcamp.com 🖤 linktr.ee/decolonialsupport 🖤 linktr.ee/final_grrrl

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ABOUT ME 🕯️Afro Indigenous 🕯️Queer / non-binary 🕯️Hoodoo and spiritualism 🕯️DIY Black punk / witchhouse musician 🕯️Sex work decriminalization 🕯️Land Back 🕯️Decolonial therapy 🕯️Anti-capitalist 🕯️Intersectional feminism 🕯️Trafficking / abuse survivor 🕯️Disabled, neurodivergent, healing. Love love love

I’m back in the hospital I am so scared and feel near death. I’m being baker acted. I honestly sat by the pool and thought about drowning to get away from the intense PTSD. This is what abusers and rapists do to women. They completely destroy our lives. Always remember that they deserve hellfire.

If anything ever happens to me because of a man I expect everyone to protest for Black women / MMIW and start burning shit down and rioting. I’m just so angry and sad right now I can’t stop crying. So many Black women are dying and it’s underreported.

Reminding myself through snot and tears that other people have survived this and I’m finding as much information as I can. Anything anyone knows, articles, books, threads, are helpful. I’m trying to find an elder priestess that could help me. This is something different from mental health it’s

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I’m still being tortured by the spiritual rapist despite my protection spells (over all rape victims) and loud declarations and I broke down sobbing in the bathroom. PTSD is draining the life out of my body sometimes idk if I’ll make it

I’m still being tortured by the spiritual rapist despite my protection spells (over all rape victims) and loud declarations and I broke down sobbing in the bathroom. PTSD is draining the life out of my body sometimes idk if I’ll make it

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I’m really heart broken that Priestess Miriam who cofounded the voodoo temple in New Orleans passed away this year. I never got a chance to meet her.

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and as much as it sucks, it also happens from people closest to you. i do think vampirism can be a necessary thing, but because of things that have happened i’m now more cautious because a LOT!!! of people vamp without realizing or without really understanding what can happen

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Daily tarot draw/ Tarot del día 10/19/2026 🧿 #Tarot #TarotSky #Hoodoo #HoodooSky #TarotReader #Tarotdaily #Dailytarot #Tarotdeldía #TarotReadersofBlueSky

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Holding boundaries is often no fun, it's true. It can make people unhappy, which can trigger our "fawn" reflex; then not scratching that "fawn" itch can leave us depressed. Then we have to manage THAT without self-harming. You're not imagining it, recovery can be exhausting.

YES! Outside of the occult, I think a lot of misogynistic religious people unconsciously use magic to carry out their evil, for example weaponizing scripture passages to control targets (or demonizing people). There’s just so much uncontrolled shit going on that we have to be protected from

can you call on beings for justice and protection? yeah. but there are evil things out there that support and protect evil people. there are evil people that use magic for evil and never get caught and nothing bad ever happens to them, just like evil people do evil stuff without magic.

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100%. i think we need to have the honest conversation that the spirit world doesn’t have these limitations on peoples morals like we’d like to think. theres not gonna be some magical thing that blocks a person from using magic / spirituality for devious means. the spirit world is immoral too

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i hold the belief that the spirit world is just as complex and dangerous as this one and we can’t depend on a universal justice system to prevent harm because it won’t happen. we have to protect ourselved and each other and call upon our guides and spirits to protect us

Evangelical cis male abusers are so sinister in the way they cling to the old testament to justify their virulent hatred of women and entitlement to our bodies. If they want to be 200 BC cavemen they should all just live together and kill each other and leave us out of it. I hate them so much

Abusers main goal is to isolate you. They choose to suppress and silence their conscience so they can easily enjoy destroying their targets. Isolation from people who can provide reason makes that easier.

YES. There are some seriously sick, sadistic people in the world that DO find secret ways to act out on exploiting people. I 100% believe this extends to spirituality and religion.

both people and spirits can do things we don’t understand. some people are just sick enough that they come up with creative ways to act out their sick twisted desires on people in a way you’d never suspect. luckily, i got out of mine, but that was GOD AWFUL

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it sucks because it’s going to sound like paranoia, and it’s gonna seem like you’re nuts, but this shit happens. and it’s not always people you’d expect. my experience really sucked because it wasn’t a man and it caught me so off guard, but i’ve met a HORRIFYING “spiritual” man

we have to take care of ourselves the world cis male fascists have created is energy sucking and vampiric

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Being rape / abuse survivor in the timeline of rapists running the world is a horrifying experience. Sometimes I just want to jump out of my own skin

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they should invent a world where women don’t have to be hypervigilant of their surroundings at all times

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10:50pm EDT: Moon in Capricorn squares Vesta in Aries, then sextiles Mercury in Scorpio. After another day of psychic flashes, reflection, and self-understanding, we're better-equipped than ever to clear out what we don't need or want to make room for what we do.

I’ve been really suspicious lately! From my own experiences and experiences of gender expansive people, I think that we have to make sure we are spiritually protected from these predators.

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Thank you so much, it really helps to know I’m not alone in this it’s a really under discussed topic because it’s difficult to identify and they often exploit people with mental illnesses. These are very scary times and I just wanted other people to be aware that this is possible.

if you ever need to talk to someone about this specific subject, my dms are open. i’ve had experiences with spiritual predators and it’s a really isolating and scary experience. i’m not experienced enough to help help, but if you need to talk about it with someone that can sort of relate, i’m here🌹

I’m very weak and tired but holding strong. No spiritual surrender, as Klee said. Send me your angels (or demons) to fight this rapist monster if you can When I recover I’m going to do heavy research into helping people fight spiritual parasites

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I’m so glad I found this video. I’ve been very suspicious about spiritual rape and some horrifying spiritual experiences (heavy cis male murderer energy) I’ve had co-occurrence with my PTSD episode. I feel like she’s describing me and other abuse survivors and Archangel Michael led me to this video

I’m so glad I found this video. I’ve been very suspicious about spiritual rape and some horrifying spiritual experiences (heavy cis male murderer energy) I’ve had co-occurrence with my PTSD episode. I feel like she’s describing me and other abuse survivors and Archangel Michael led me to this video