kelly barkson ✨🏳️‍⚧️

kelly barkson ✨🏳️‍⚧️

@fohkelly.com

kelly // she/it okayfine // Guitarist, keyboardist, audio engineer // rubbr furry freako im playing the lick in key rn adhd // aro-ace // 33yo // photo:me Chicago, IL https://www.fohkelly.com/card https://www.constellationsound.com

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hey, i don't have any hormones left, and i'm still a lot short of my rent for this month. if anyone has the ability to help, i would be so appreciative. it usually costs me ~$70 to get a new vial

well there it is. i believe the one consistent gig i have had for two years just shut down without warning, so i'm suddenly no longer going to have enough income to pay my bills. if you have room in your budget, please consider helping me out. venmo.com/u/fohkelly cashapp: $enifyako

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Pulling these things off to the side and knocking them over is not just fun cuz you get to hear the stupid little noise they make, it also helps your disabled neighbors!

hazel, covered in blood@dykeworship.bsky.social

$4000 wheelchair not super useful outdoors when there's always one of these on the sidewalk exactly in the middle because nobody thinks anymore.

update on this, i had a darling friend help establish a stock of hormones for now, and i picked up another show so i will be juuuuust skirting under the wire. thank you thank you thank you everyone that helped. i am working on figuring out my november, hopefully i will have more work come up

hey, i don't have any hormones left, and i'm still a lot short of my rent for this month. if anyone has the ability to help, i would be so appreciative. it usually costs me ~$70 to get a new vial

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I always see people talking about the healing experience of dancing at a rave or EDM show and being connected to their body and I never really had that at that kind of thing, so I thought I just didn’t get it, but I realized tonight I get that feeling from punk shows not raves

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here's a clip of me playing with my band middle seat! an excerpt, then a lil solo from “paper skies”

in case you haven't seen me play live!! the entire middle seat set from my show at reggies last month was livestreamed and i just found it!!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNLV...

i think i figured out why this hurt so bad. in the beginning it seemed like the group wanted invest in me and get me out of my shell a bit, lovingly. then at the end, embarrassed, they showed me the entire relationship was transactional, and if i didn't have what they wanted, they abandoned me.

woke up from a dream where i got drugged by a polycule that had just moved in with me, and was in the middle of fucking me when a whole separate party of musicians i knew walked in and past me, then the polycule wanted to charge me for the time and photos, and i couldn't understand anything

it started with the impression of something i wanted, even if maybe not the manifestation that was best for me. it ended with an explicit message that i was disposable, and owed something of myself for the privilege of their company in any way

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PSA for cis folks: if a democrat goes on camera and answers a question about trans rights without making an explicit statement supporting trans rights, they're anti-trans

i feel violated by my own mind

woke up from a dream where i got drugged by a polycule that had just moved in with me, and was in the middle of fucking me when a whole separate party of musicians i knew walked in and past me, then the polycule wanted to charge me for the time and photos, and i couldn't understand anything

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Happy Ace Week! 🖤🩶🤍💜 Asexual, often called “ace” for short, refers to a complete or partial lack of sexual attraction or lack of interest in sexual activity with others. Asexuality exists on a spectrum, and asexual people may experience no, little, or conditional sexual attraction. #AceWeek

woke up from a dream where i got drugged by a polycule that had just moved in with me, and was in the middle of fucking me when a whole separate party of musicians i knew walked in and past me, then the polycule wanted to charge me for the time and photos, and i couldn't understand anything

what's crazy is instagram knows i was thinking about white castle before i said a word even under my breath, but my friends don't know what's going on in my brain at all or how much i need them