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I wonder if I talk about how I wanna kill myself will she see that as "saying things to hurt her" even if you do read this don't reach out to me. you will make it worse, Evidently.

In Knives out wake up dead man, It spends a long moment describing a preacher picking a community member, berating them with anger, and the 'click' gets stronger each time he does it. They don't reach out to the person, they just sit silently. Yuko's partners, Arc's friends, sit silently. Enablers

"what is it?! what do you want?! Why wont you tell me what you need?!" For the FORTH time, I want you to invite me over. "And I said I need to know your expectations!" :|

In Knives out wake up dead man, It spends a long moment describing a preacher picking a community member, berating them with anger, and the 'click' gets stronger each time he does it. They don't reach out to the person, they just sit silently. Yuko's partners, Arc's friends, sit silently. Enablers

I KEPT telling holly to not hound me for information. "hey I'm not going to say what it's about" that was a BOUNDRY And non stop pressure for me to break that boundry. Crying, saying she wont go, telling me how her partner is crying over it, "i thought we were friends" still my fucking boundry.

In Knives out wake up dead man, It spends a long moment describing a preacher picking a community member, berating them with anger, and the 'click' gets stronger each time he does it. They don't reach out to the person, they just sit silently. Yuko's partners, Arc's friends, sit silently. Enablers

I left my partners chat open for months, I told Carley that even if we do break up I don't want to her to stop communication on my behalf, that's her choice not mine. When she asked about Yuko I said "I think if you ask her, she'd appreciate it" Calab says "i miss austin" u say "ya, i'll tell him"

In Knives out wake up dead man, It spends a long moment describing a preacher picking a community member, berating them with anger, and the 'click' gets stronger each time he does it. They don't reach out to the person, they just sit silently. Yuko's partners, Arc's friends, sit silently. Enablers

It's "Being on her side" when something happens. It's doing the 'right thing' to help her 'feel better' rather then trying to understand what the problem was in the first place. Its everyone saying how much they enjoy me and my presence; to not reaching out to me outside of her. you're a click.

The saddest thing I'm thinking about is that I think she's deeply upset because I stood up for myself. She had been in my position before and kept getting strung along. Her partner found a new toy when she'd been working on the relationship. My Value is not based off my relationships.

Dump everyone, Burn any trail you make, be single until you don't base your value on relationships. That's why it was such a shock. You dropped the threat of breaking up, It blew up right at my feet and I stood unscathed. - Only someone who didn't care about me would act like that. -

The saddest thing I'm thinking about is that I think she's deeply upset because I stood up for myself. She had been in my position before and kept getting strung along. Her partner found a new toy when she'd been working on the relationship. My Value is not based off my relationships.

Intending to do good is what the cops did when they harrassed me. The prosecutor was intending to do good when he 'convinced' me I needed to work on my relationship with my parents. Intending to do good is not a shield that absolves you from mistakes.

Hey you lied to me, "My intention was not to lie. it was to not get you upset" Hey you crossed my boundaries "I intended to have that conversation with you, I need some Slack when something comes up" Hey, you diden't show up to game days i spent 300+ on YOUR Ticket and room. "It was my int-" :|

Had to premptively explain to the pharmacist I had other stuff going on in my life and my anger is not at her

One comparison is if you look at me vs her other partners is a general build difference. Tall, large, ’outdoorsy’ and or military bodyguard type. You know, Capable. Someone who will cut down a tree if needed It would be a shame if her ideals were tested in a karmic way.

As I said in June. My theory is you see me as “good” doing good things, you feel you don’t deserve that. That makes you feel guilty, that makes you THINK I’m doing things TO MAKE YOU FEEL GUILTY. Tell me I’m wrong and say Out loud to yourself “I deserve good things” Please, I hate being right

One comparison is if you look at me vs her other partners is a general build difference. Tall, large, ’outdoorsy’ and or military bodyguard type. You know, Capable. Someone who will cut down a tree if needed It would be a shame if her ideals were tested in a karmic way.

“Dragon invited him over to cut the tree in the yard, we were gonna scene when he is here, are you okay with that?” It was not ‘dumb guy brain’ I wanted to chop that tree. It was casseopiea predicting he wasn’t going to do it. And his invitation was to fuck. Not the tree as you said

Intending to do good is what the cops did when they harrassed me. The prosecutor was intending to do good when he 'convinced' me I needed to work on my relationship with my parents. Intending to do good is not a shield that absolves you from mistakes.

one of Arc's partners flashed me and later I overheard them "ya, he diden't really... react" The strapulation is, Arc did not like that I was shirtless but telling me would look bad so instead she attempts to 'GOTCHA' me to prove a point. when that point wasent proven then it just 'vanishes' :|

Yuko had a tweet telling how she was going to hurt a person and then left my discord she diden't use. how many other things did you do with the intent to upset me? Every time you failed to make me feel guilty or angry showed how childish your antics were. a crying child swinging arms at my leg.

"I feel like nothing else gets done or talked about unless we're outside of the house. If that's the case I'd like to back down from visit frequency for a while" I read that, and thought "okay, If the amount of visits I want is too many, She should take control of the visit amount" -June 20th-

"I promise to always fight for you." don't say that, you don't know the future. "I mean it, I Promise to always fight for you." I'm serious, that is NOT something to take lightly if you break that I'll never trust a promise again. "I'm Serious too" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cassiop...

"I feel like nothing else gets done or talked about unless we're outside of the house. If that's the case I'd like to back down from visit frequency for a while" I read that, and thought "okay, If the amount of visits I want is too many, She should take control of the visit amount" -June 20th-