gabnonymous

gabnonymous

@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i post stuff, and they stay here. 19 year old animation student, mostly my socials: https://www.youtube.com/@gabnonymous gabnonymous.neocities.org

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gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

let it be known that on august 22, 2025, i made a personal theory on how tadc will end. after watching the first episode, i can confirm that the first half of my theory was made true. holy shit. #tadc #theamazingdigitalcircus

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i live with regret everyday i wait for the day i can get the opportunity to apologise, truthfully, wholeheartedly, even. but with each passing day it seems as if the expectations get worse and i just resort to thinking i never can so i just keep going and i feel more regret so i hide it

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i wanna say sorry but i don't want my apology to be said behind a closed wall but i don't even know if that's even possible anymore for now, i just keep my head high, real high high enough to focus on my achievements but for nothing else and it hurts so here i am living in regret everyday

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

when my grandmother died, it felt as if i couldn't be a kid anymore. i had to grow up. in my eyes, she represented the unconditional love you'd receive as a kid by your grandparents, simple bc you were a kid. when she died, a part of me died too. things were never the same for me since then.

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i can only now honor her legacy as much as i can, in my own way; writing and developing stories for everyone to enjoy in the future. at the very least, i hope to make her proud. i miss her. i miss her a lot.

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

the earthquake in cebu and my current sickness (acute asthmatic bronchitis) got me thinking more about death as of recent as fucked up as it sounds, and i guess it's my current mental state as of writing, but i feel somewhat okay with dying. i mean i don't want to die right now, but like-

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i have this kind of pessimistic point of view about death that i keep telling myself all the time, that being "if i die, i die. it sucks but what can i do about it?" i'm no philosopher, but i'm a firm believer of prioritizing what's important NOW, than to try and control things you can't control-

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

i like living my life day to day, at this point it's the only kind of joy i consistently have that i can rely on, even if it's a gamble. then again, life in itself is a gamble, isn't it? at least i managed to cross off a couple things off my bucket list before i died (i don't want to die just yet)

gabnonymous
@gabnonymous.bsky.social

let it be known that although I wasn't part of the protests today, I helped calm things down within my batch by scouting the area I live in and debunking misinformation corrupt politicians can go fuck themselves.