gem

gem

@gemaydin.bsky.social

they/them co-runner of @400wordsahorror.bsky.social britta of all abeds simp first, human second

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okay, it's my time. hi, i'm Gem. a Kurdi Turkish critical law theorist from Turkey. doing my thesis in intersectionality and justice. autistic with ADHD. enby aroace nerd who loves audio dramas. co-runner of @400wordsahorror.bsky.social sound designer, writer and a voice actor. here to have fun.

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This Address Does Not Exist, Feculence: The Last Part of Us I am not w̸͓̩͇̝̟͖̱̿̈́͊̑̎͐ŕ̵̢͓̦̯̰̥͕͕̟̌͛͒̔͆̚͘ì̷̳̖̙̳̪̭̖̎t̶͈͉̣̞̩̠͖͌́͊͘͝͠i̶̧͎̼͕̟̺̗̩͆̊̓̈͝n̶̢̧͇͙̭̰̻̽̍͛g̷̥͖̬̑̌͌͂̈́̚ to you. But I think you should read anyway. pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFeculence: The Last Part of UsI am not w̸͓̩͇̝̟͖̱̿̈́͊̑̎͐ŕ̵̢͓̦̯̰̥͕͕̟̌͛͒̔͆̚͘ì̷̳̖̙̳̪̭̖̎t̶͈͉̣̞̩̠͖͌́͊͘͝͠i̶̧͎̼͕̟̺̗̩͆̊̓̈͝n̶̢̧͇͙̭̰̻̽̍͛g̷̥͖̬̑̌͌͂̈́̚ to you. But I think you should read anyway. Transcript.

the last part! can't believe we are here!

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This Address Does Not Exist, Feculence: The Last Part of Us I am not w̸͓̩͇̝̟͖̱̿̈́͊̑̎͐ŕ̵̢͓̦̯̰̥͕͕̟̌͛͒̔͆̚͘ì̷̳̖̙̳̪̭̖̎t̶͈͉̣̞̩̠͖͌́͊͘͝͠i̶̧͎̼͕̟̺̗̩͆̊̓̈͝n̶̢̧͇͙̭̰̻̽̍͛g̷̥͖̬̑̌͌͂̈́̚ to you. But I think you should read anyway. pnc.st/s/this-addre...

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Ẁ̶̡̪͇͈͓̖̱̺̐̓̊ͅë̵̡̫̠̼́ are not writing to ̷̤̺͖͖͚̤͉̲̔̽͛͒̚͜ÿ̶͒͑̃̓̌͘͜ō̴͎̩̜͇̆̂̇͋̉̔̚ȗ̸̦̅͌̋͗́. But they think they like your attention. ̸̧̥̹͔͖̇̑̓̀Ţ̶̹̦̺͚̠̜͚̔̅̈́͂͛ͅẖ̶̫̲͓̣̂̈́̈́̅͐̒̈́̕ẹ̵͍̪̗̫͕͎͊͊̀͛̚͝͠ỳ̷̧̧̘̹̳̬̳̫̉̌̋̀̆͊͛ will continue the ̷̖͔̫̼̐̑̾͜s̷͈͕͆̀̈́͋̚t̵̢͕͖̦͍͈͙͛̈́̄̈́͜o̸͙̓͑̑͘r̵͓̺̙͈̟̜̓͒͘͝y̶̲̝͉̘̠̭͉͔̖͘. Feculence: the Fifth Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFeculence: The Fifth Part of UsẀ̶̡̪͇͈͓̖̱̺̐̓̊ͅë̵̡̫̠̼́ are not writing to ̷̤̺͖͖͚̤͉̲̔̽͛͒̚͜ÿ̶͒͑̃̓̌͘͜ō̴͎̩̜͇̆̂̇͋̉̔̚ȗ̸̦̅͌̋͗́. But they think they like your attention. ̸̧̥̹͔͖̇̑̓̀Ţ̶̹̦̺͚̠̜͚̔̅̈́͂͛ͅẖ̶̫̲͓̣̂̈́̈́̅͐̒̈́̕ẹ̵͍̪̗̫͕͎͊͊̀͛̚͝͠ỳ̷̉̌̋̀̆...

there are some planned for tomorrow, the next day, the day after and so on around the world. check your communities. ask for their times. go to them if you can.

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Also. We need your attention on the situation in Turkiey where oppression of queer people is escalating. 18 September all over the world people will protest at Turkish embassies as a response to the injustice that the is being enacting upon queer communities. www.instagram.com/p/DdbcctfAo8...

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Canım babam, It’s been two months since the roads closed off due to snow. A lot has happened since then. Winter 1962, Kars, Turkey. Letters from a little girl to her father about goings on at home. This Address Does Not Exist, Episode 11: Ev pnc.st/s/this-addre...

There have been many protests planned all over the world to happen on the 18th of this month in support of the Turkish queer community. I have seen they've been called "Burdayım/Buradayız Aşkım!" in various posters. if you can, go to the protests. if you cannot, share them with people who can.

Burdayım Aşkım (I'm here my love) is part of the lyrics from a song called "Nerdesin Aşkım" (Where are you my love) by Hadise. It has been shouted at Turkish pride events as a back and forth to mean that we are here for each other -as our version of "we are here and we are queer."

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I am not w̶̨͚̤̹̗̗̯̔̂̊͠r̶̭̩͇̐i̸̡̞͌͆͝t̴̫͙̬̱̺̥͂ì̷̫̬̜͈͐n̵̢̧̤͕̆͑͑̓̚͝͝g̵̢̤͙̉̅ ̷̡͎̗̼̱̠̀͜͝ to you. But I have t̸̘̲͒͋̔̋̈́h̵̡̹̗͇̍̈́i̷̜͓̐̈̀̚͠n̵̼͖̻̟̰̭͊̿̃̔̍͊̂g̷̛̟̈̌̓̉s̸͉̯̃ ̵̨̱̫̘̱̯̮̅̅to write. Feculence: The Fourth Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFeculence: The Fourth Part of UsI am not w̶̨͚̤̹̗̗̯̔̂̊͠r̶̭̩͇̐i̸̡̞͌͆͝t̴̫͙̬̱̺̥͂ì̷̫̬̜͈͐n̵̢̧̤͕̆͑͑̓̚͝͝g̵̢̤͙̉̅ ̷̡͎̗̼̱̠̀͜͝ to you. But I have t̸̘̲͒͋̔̋̈́h̵̡̹̗͇̍̈́i̷̜͓̐̈̀̚͠n̵̼͖̻̟̰̭͊̿̃̔̍͊̂g̷̛̟̈̌̓̉s̸͉̯̃ ̵̨̱̫̘̱̯̮̅̅to write. Transcript.

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The Very Prudent Decisions of Hortlakçı Süleyman Hoca Q&A There was interest expressed in a show Q&A & Gem & Lou are game, so I put together a form. If you've got questions, submit them here! We'll see what we get, & maybe make a little audio ep or social media post(s) zfrmz.com/CAGmiYNiVJD9...

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Auditions close one month from today! We already have had over 70 submissions, but only 2 of which have been for our IRB representative, Adarna Davino! If you are a Filipino voice actor, please check out the below casting information! And if you know someone who might be a great fit, please share!

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As a birthday gift to myself, I am happy to announce that casting for season two of "Soul Operator" is officially open! You can find all the information on the linked casting document and auditions will be open until October 1st. #audiodrama #casting @rustyquill.com ellipsus.com/read/2EcnkIo...

every chapter of Feculence that comes out, I lose words to what to say. I have tried a similar concept by myself and i couldn't make what my vision (or in my case hearing) was. it truly feels like Lee hopped into my brain, took the concept and put it in reality.

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W̵̡̛̯̣̬͇̺̆̿̈́̀̅̀̋̋̎͋̾̂͐̋̅͠ẽ̵͕̯̳̉̈́̿͒͗͛͌̑̂̾͋̐̃͗̓͘͘̚͝ ̴̨̨̩̰̟̭̙̳͙̙̥̳̗̻̣͖͙͉̲̯̥̩͇͕̝̦͕̾͛͂̏͆͋̓́̓̔̂̃̑́̅͆̀͑̊̐̓͘͘̕͜͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅare not writing to you. But there are things you might like to k̷͙̔n̸̩͉͕͑͐͌̍͝ȏ̸̢̝̀̀w̷̙̙͙̆͜ͅ. Feculence: The Third Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

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W̵̡̛̯̣̬͇̺̆̿̈́̀̅̀̋̋̎͋̾̂͐̋̅͠ẽ̵͕̯̳̉̈́̿͒͗͛͌̑̂̾͋̐̃͗̓͘͘̚͝ ̴̨̨̩̰̟̭̙̳͙̙̥̳̗̻̣͖͙͉̲̯̥̩͇͕̝̦͕̾͛͂̏͆͋̓́̓̔̂̃̑́̅͆̀͑̊̐̓͘͘̕͜͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅare not writing to you. But there are things you might like to k̷͙̔n̸̩͉͕͑͐͌̍͝ȏ̸̢̝̀̀w̷̙̙͙̆͜ͅ. Feculence: The Third Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFeculence: The Third Part of UsW̵̡̛̯̣̬͇̺̆̿̈́̀̅̀̋̋̎͋̾̂͐̋̅͠ẽ̵͕̯̳̉̈́̿͒͗͛͌̑̂̾͋̐̃͗̓͘͘̚͝ ̴̨̨̩̰̟̭̙̳͙̙̥̳̗̻̣͖͙͉̲̯̥̩͇͕̝̦͕̾͛͂̏͆͋̓́̓̔̂̃̑́̅͆̀͑̊̐̓͘͘̕͜͠͠ͅͅͅͅͅare not writing to you. But there are things you might like to k̷͙̔n̸̩͉͕͑͐͌̍͝ȏ̸̢̝̀̀w̷̆...

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The fact that Coyote v. Acme was so subversive in its anti-corporate critique makes me wonder if Batgirl was as bad as they say or was actually saying something subversive too (it featured a trans woman), didn’t get the same fan fervor because it was female-led & ppl bought the line that it was bad.

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I am not writing to y̵̛̹͈̪͖̼̖̌̆̔̔̓o̵̰̲͇̳̲̙̬͂̃͗̓̇͠u̸͙̼̥͆. But there is nothing to stop y̶̢͍̺͖̭̮̿̆͌̒̾̈́̕͘͝͝ǫ̷̪̻̗̼̯̙̩̠̎̂̇̆̊͐͊̈́̋̾̂̕͝ư̷̛̠͙̟̻̰̪͔̂̽̄̐͋̾̍̒͑̅̇̆̀̓͊̐̕ ̵̨̭̹͓͈̪͉͙̮̦̲̳̿͒̌̉̆͜ͅfrom reading on. Feculence: The Second Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFeculence: The Second Part of UsI am not writing to y̵̛̹͈̪͖̼̖̌̆̔̔̓o̵̰̲͇̳̲̙̬͂̃͗̓̇͠u̸͙̼̥͆. But there is nothing to stop y̶̢͍̺͖̭̮̿̆͌̒̾̈́̕͘͝͝ǫ̷̪̻̗̼̯̙̩̠̎̂̇̆̊͐͊̈́̋̾̂̕͝ư̷̛̠͙̟̻̰̪͔̂̽̄̐͋̾̍̒͑̅̇̆̀̓͊̐̕ ̵̨̭̹͓͈̪͉͙̮̦̲̳̿͒̌̉̆͜ͅfrom reading on. Tra...

I can now say that @davidault.co.uk took my on screen chemistry/romance virginity.

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The Very Prudent Decisions of Hortlakçı Süleyman Hoca, Chapter 8: Süleyman and the Voivod (Part 2) Süleyman continues to be a troublesome guest, and learns something about himself. pnc.st/s/the-very-p...

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I have asked reasonable questions and was open to discussion because this is my profession as human rights activist. after getting promised that we would further the discussion after, I got blocked. Bard & Biwa Studios is not a safe place anyone, let alone BIPOC creators.

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can I ask about which AI systems are you using? and what type of previous models its data is based on? oh, also how they obtained their own database? there is definitely a way to use AI ethically. but to do that, you have to be aware of the ethical background of it.

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I haven't even gotten into the fact that most of AI data centers are located in poor and/or BIPOC neighbourhoods which makes those neighbourhoods inhabitable. AI is taking those land away from its people. So yes, as every fucking thing, AI is also an intersectional issue.

"There's no ethical consumption under capitalism" isn't "so consume as unethical as you can". Trying to silence people by minimizing the harm caused by GenAI is unethical. You can still learn from your mistakes and do better. until then, I strongly discourage anyone from working with this studio.

I have asked reasonable questions and was open to discussion because this is my profession as human rights activist. after getting promised that we would further the discussion after, I got blocked. Bard & Biwa Studios is not a safe place anyone, let alone BIPOC creators.

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can I ask about which AI systems are you using? and what type of previous models its data is based on? oh, also how they obtained their own database? there is definitely a way to use AI ethically. but to do that, you have to be aware of the ethical background of it.

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AI ethics and safety taken by most companies (including ElevenLabs) is not about the content they trained the model on but on what the user, after the model is out, can do with it. It is to make sure they cannot be reliable for crimes committed by using this tool, not the consent of data.

It is very important to understand that there is no ethical consumption of GenAI that you can access online. Unless you are creating your own local database from public domain data (which is different than publicly available data) using a model you created, I doubt you are using it ethically.

I have asked reasonable questions and was open to discussion because this is my profession as human rights activist. after getting promised that we would further the discussion after, I got blocked. Bard & Biwa Studios is not a safe place anyone, let alone BIPOC creators.

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can I ask about which AI systems are you using? and what type of previous models its data is based on? oh, also how they obtained their own database? there is definitely a way to use AI ethically. but to do that, you have to be aware of the ethical background of it.

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I am aware there are ethical ways to use AI. I have written about this subject in my first language. I have discussed it with my engineer friends who are working in this field. I am not gonna claim that I know everything there is to know about AI but I have learned enough to form my opinion.

most LLM companies (and definitely ElevenLab's TTS) use publicly available data to train their models. This means, yes, the audio dramas we make and post, out voices, our identities, our words and the way we express ourself. I have never gave permission to it yet they can.

I have asked reasonable questions and was open to discussion because this is my profession as human rights activist. after getting promised that we would further the discussion after, I got blocked. Bard & Biwa Studios is not a safe place anyone, let alone BIPOC creators.

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can I ask about which AI systems are you using? and what type of previous models its data is based on? oh, also how they obtained their own database? there is definitely a way to use AI ethically. but to do that, you have to be aware of the ethical background of it.

the AI boom hurts the BIPOC community the most. A studio that claims to bring diversity should NOT use generative AI in their creative works. I am not talking about "prompting chatgpt to make you an audio drama" but about using GenAI tools for promotion, editing, art and so on.

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There's a whole story about making this, but the jist of it is that @gemaydin.bsky.social wrote a cool thing that wasn't quite an episode of TADNE but was too cool NOT to use it so they & I messed around with it, got it recorded by several VAs, & I cut it up & put it back together. Behold.

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I am not ẅ̶̺͚̑̍͝r̶͕͇͝i̸̲͈̐t̵̢̟̬̖̖͠i̷̙̝͙̽͛n̸̟͋̆̀ǵ̵̢̻̟̥̝͂̚ to you. But you can keep ȓ̷̮̺̩͖̱̆̕ẻ̶͕̥ͅa̵̼͕̖̫̎͐͑̈́͑d̶̲̞͖̞̋̄̓̉i̴̧̟̺̯͂̓̊ǹ̷̟̗̩̀̓̆̈g̷̘̝̩̙̑̔̈́̋̚, if you like. Feculence: The First Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

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I am not ẅ̶̺͚̑̍͝r̶͕͇͝i̸̲͈̐t̵̢̟̬̖̖͠i̷̙̝͙̽͛n̸̟͋̆̀ǵ̵̢̻̟̥̝͂̚ to you. But you can keep ȓ̷̮̺̩͖̱̆̕ẻ̶͕̥ͅa̵̼͕̖̫̎͐͑̈́͑d̶̲̞͖̞̋̄̓̉i̴̧̟̺̯͂̓̊ǹ̷̟̗̩̀̓̆̈g̷̘̝̩̙̑̔̈́̋̚, if you like. Feculence: The First Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

pnc.stFecculence: The First Part of UsI am not ẅ̶̺͚̑̍͝r̶͕͇͝i̸̲͈̐t̵̢̟̬̖̖͠i̷̙̝͙̽͛n̸̟͋̆̀ǵ̵̢̻̟̥̝͂̚ to you. But you can keep ȓ̷̮̺̩͖̱̆̕ẻ̶͕̥ͅa̵̼͕̖̫̎͐͑̈́͑d̶̲̞͖̞̋̄̓̉i̴̧̟̺̯͂̓̊ǹ̷̟̗̩̀̓̆̈g̷̘̝̩̙̑̔̈́̋̚, if you like. Transcript.

IT IS OUT IT IS OUT IT IS OUT AAAAA THIS IS THE COOLEST THING I HAVE EVER DONE MAYBE EVER

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I am not ẅ̶̺͚̑̍͝r̶͕͇͝i̸̲͈̐t̵̢̟̬̖̖͠i̷̙̝͙̽͛n̸̟͋̆̀ǵ̵̢̻̟̥̝͂̚ to you. But you can keep ȓ̷̮̺̩͖̱̆̕ẻ̶͕̥ͅa̵̼͕̖̫̎͐͑̈́͑d̶̲̞͖̞̋̄̓̉i̴̧̟̺̯͂̓̊ǹ̷̟̗̩̀̓̆̈g̷̘̝̩̙̑̔̈́̋̚, if you like. Feculence: The First Part of Us pnc.st/s/this-addre...

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This episode was written, edited, and sound designed by @loujsutcliffe.bsky.social Süleyman was played by @gemaydin.bsky.social The Voivod Under the Mountain was played by David Ault For more information about the show & its cast and crew, visit veryprudentdecisions.lawofnames.com

veryprudentdecisions.lawofnames.comThe Very Prudent Decisions of Hortlakçı Süleyman HocaThe Very Prudent Decisions of Hortlakçı Süleyman Hoca

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Apologies. There was an error in the written credits for this episode. It should have included: Nilüfer was played by Defne Gölge Yazıcıtunç

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This episode was written, edited, and sound designed by @loujsutcliffe.bsky.social Süleyman was played by @gemaydin.bsky.social The Voivod Under the Mountain was played by David Ault For more information about the show & its cast and crew, visit veryprudentdecisions.lawofnames.com

we.... forgot which episode she was in... it happens. since everyone since our childhood has been telling us that we should get married, we did the best next thing: be married in fiction.

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Apologies. There was an error in the written credits for this episode. It should have included: Nilüfer was played by Defne Gölge Yazıcıtunç

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Yay! I'm so happy that this is finally out. It was so wonderful to work with Law of Names making this episode and I'm so happy with how it turned out. I hope everyone enjoys it!

I cannot tell you how blessed I am to work with @fortunesalemva.bsky.social again and again and again. get ready for tears and horrors.

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November 14th, 1874 My Dearest Charlotte, To be honest, this inheritance has in some ways been as much a chore as it is a boon... This Address Does Not Exist, Episode 6: The Library pnc.st/s/this-addre...

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Hellside is looking for two BIPOC voice actors for: - Black American (she/her) who might rap on the show - nonbinary intersex who is indigenous to the Americas* Please, check out the content warnings in the document as the show covers heavy topics. #castingcall docs.google.com/document/d/1...

docs.google.comHELLSIDE AUDITIONSHELLSIDE AUDITIONS Hellside is a serial horror audio drama created by Gore Dollanganger. Premise: Hellside's local Pop's Scoop cashier, Maddix Deith, believes a string of inner city animal attacks ar...

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We have 3 days left to fund BECK’S END from @shadowsatthedoor.bsky.social. With little time and pledges suddenly being cancelled, every share and bit of support we get is invaluable. If you like indie folk horror, this one’s for you! www.kickstarter.com/projects/330...

kickstarter.comBeck's End - A Folk Horror Audio DramaA new atmospheric folk horror audio drama set in a remote English village, where something ancient stirs beneath the water.

trauma and nothing but pain

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The Very Prudent Decisions of Hortlakçı Süleyman Hoca Chapter 5: Süleyman and the Cingol (Part 2) Süleyman learns humility, and the pros and cons of sticky sweets. pnc.st/s/the-very-p...

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