Ghostboy259

I am ALSO making a post to pin I am Ghostboy, I am a failed streamer, failed YouTuber, failed editor, loser, idiot, dumbhead stupid face, ugly, Chinese and I'm a fan of music. You may recognize me from - (the joke is that you don't) All my links are at Realityescape.ca

The most horrific Canadian election result in my lifetime. Unbelievably depressed to watch the future of my province vanish in a single night.

I know it's a meme but, I'll admit, this one got me. 😔

My best friend would have been 31 today. In another life I'd like to imagine us sitting at one of our houses, talking about work and life and our ex's, playing Tony Hawk or some old ps2 game like we did when we were kids. It's been half a life time without him and the number just goes up forevermore

I am really enjoying FROM (4 eps in), I am unfazed by gore but the little jump scares still get to me which annoys me but thats a me thing. Many Silent Hill vibes which I adore but has me convinced it's going to end the stupidest way possible.

Me trying to put my life back together after it fell apart

YOU - I can -- I will just pass time until my mind reconfigures from the abuse it's taken. I can do that now. I've taught myself.

"Yeah. Never too late to start over."

KIM KITSURAGI - “You need to get your shit together.” YOU - “But I don't wanna get my shit together!” KIM KITSURAGI - “Then the world will turn away from you, and leave you behind.”

nah im good

I took a political profile quiz and i think i passed

He was my single handed biggest inspiration when I started making videos. I wanted to be just like him. I watched videos he made on how to make essays and tried to take every piece of his advice. To say I'm disappointed is an understatement. My love and thoughts to the one most affected by this.

I always knew I'd end up European, maybe not this way, but still interesting. Its time to finally go home to Ireland.

Thinking about how Yeats' tombstone has the last line of his very last poem engraved and how its this beautiful line that sums up his life work as poet but if died now then my tombstone would say "he played nidhogg with his friend and asked him which president he'd eat"

I have problems sleeping unless I push myself past the point of exhaustion but then I get severe nightmares and I also move around a lot in my sleep meaning I wake up with a racing heartbeat and since i slept in a funny position i now have sciatica IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN

Sorry to say this but if you're using AI don't be surprised if people don't want to play your games, buy your art, listen to your music, or use your apps. It's unfortunate but this is inevitable. It's already happening. Get on board with rejecting AI now or get ready to be left behind.

Ive been making an effort to read more because I legitimately am not sure if I read a book throughout my entire 20s and man, Narnia is such a weird book. CS Lewis cant help but just interject with weird things, like he's directly telling you a story, and sometimes it just straight up spoils things

I like where episode 2 of the doc is but i've hit a bit of a mental block so im working on a 3 hour side channel video as a bit of a mind-cleanser and i'll be back at it. but i am on pace to get episode 2 done in less than 6 and a half years which would be a new PB

Man. I was not emotionally prepared for this one at all. A beautiful tribute to one of my favourite guitarists and of course a song that reminds me dearly of my best friend. How I wish he were here to stand by me like he did when we were young. www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ehu...

People watch my videos and feel so disgusted that they want to clean their house and honestly, pretty based of me.

just learned that Bluey is a girl. also just learned that Bluey is Australian. also just learned what Bluey is.

My response when someone asks "How are you?"

I'm no longer under the illusion that I could ever be a full time YouTuber but I AM under the illusion that I'd be a great reoccurring quirky side character for a more successful YouTuber. My only problem is i have no set of skills that would be beneficial to a successful YouTuber.

in just a week. this is the saddest accomplishment of my life. this is how i know that no one loves me because if they did, they'd tell me to STOP

if you're not watching the Reality Escape Hockey League, where every goal and win is money for charity, you're missing out @aussieadam.bsky.social Twitch.tv/Ghostboy259 for lives games Youtube.com/RealityEscapePlays for highlights

This is the lowest point of my entire life but i'm loving it

Pillars of Eternity (2015)

Fuck me. I watched this because it was the first movie I saw Michelle Trachtenberg in and now Hayden Panettiere has passed away too. That's so sad. Rest in Peace, Kairi, I'll remember your voice forever.

Twitch now uses your channel to train generative AI by default. You can opt out of some training here: www.twitch.tv/settings/sec...

@nubzombie.bsky.social been binging through your story playthroughs (even Ascension) and just wanted to say I super love all the stuff you've made. Really appreciate all the extra information, lore drops, secrets, and how fair the criticism of the later games is. Your attention to detail is top tier

One the one hand, I dont mind the YT monetization rules (from someone trying to get 2 channels monetized) because if you arent hitting 8k hours, you're not making a lot of money anyways. Not getting shorts monetized from long-form stuff though really sucks. that is borderline impossible to get.

somedays its just this, y'know? www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nrgm...

I AM DOING A HOCKEY CHARITY LEAGUE WHERE EVERY GOAL EARNS MONEY FOR CHARITY. I AM SO EXCITED AND PUMPED, THIS IS SOMETHING IVE WANTED TO DO FOR MANY YEARS AND ITS FINALLY HAPPENING. www.youtube.com/watch?v=V8qe...

Im announcing something really big and cool tomorrow and I shouldnt be doing it but its the only thing getting me out of bed right now so please show mercy and dont ask me "what about this thing though"

Video games feel dystopian sometimes because I know a lot of people are gonna drool over the ModRetro M64 stuff and not care that the creator is a weapons dealing Trump loving Israel supporter pedo who made a console covered in army drone metal, and others will buy it specifically for those reasons.

In the middle of my deepest depression ever, Ive taken to playing hearthstone to just take my mind off of things when I need a distraction, which makes me realize im a 30 year old man living at home with no job and im playing hearthstone 12 years after it came out and then i sink even deeper bc wtf

No, I need to go back to a time when *love* was still possible.

A sincere thank you to everyone for the kind words this last week regarding the SM64 Doc's first episode. Episode 2 will start production soon, and while I ask for your patience, I would also like to offer an apology and explanation as to why this didn't come out last year like I had hoped.

No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.