Goop

Goop

@goop.monster

Goop | I’m a fox that’s sometimes puddle | ΘΔ🦊 Non-Binary 🌼 mid 20's, Demi, single 🔞 I like taking pictures, painting, designing, & going on adventures in nature 📷 🌳🌊🎨

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I’ve been homeless for a month now I’m looking for a place to find my feet and stabilize. I’ve been couch surfing since becoming displaced I don’t have a drivers license and I only have a suitcase and backpack for belongings I have a modest amount of savings, it is not enough to rehouse alone

Goop@goop.monster

I’m currently homeless and couch surfing. I’m hoping to find a stable place to find a new provider for my maintenance meds, medium term I need to save up for an appointment, & to find a place to settle. anything helps ko-fi.com/gooptimes cash.app/$Goopfox venmo.com/u/gooptastic paypal.me/frdjz

November and December are going to be harder than any month up until now bc of the holidays

I feel very propeller hat and comically large lollipop when I tell people I never learned how to drive 😭

Feeling of I’m tired, I want to go home, no place to build life, falling behind, gotta suck it up and tread on, all I can do is survive atm

Worst feeling in couch surfing is sorta this depressed uncomfortable and scared feeling that goes away and reboots towards the end of one couch and the start of another

Like I don’t know if I’ll be safe until I find out, and I’ve been safe thus far, but I can never know till I do

Stomach turning painful every time I have to take a flight for a single short term couch when all I have to do right now is make it through November to access opportunity to rehouse

Having a migraine about having two days to either fly to Texas for my next couch or find a new couch that’s closer so I don’t have to fly again x.x

Having never learned to drive, and my credit being destroyed by medical debts I couldn’t pay down, has really had me feeling confined to struggle even harder w the limited places I could live and viably support myself

Driving feels so common place but my family left me behind in rural America as a teenager and covid set back the only years in an environment where I had the ability to get ahead while I was behind

Getting replies from some of the hundreds of job applications I put out @ the start of the year, 4 months into being homeless, and not even being in the same state anymore kinda feels like a middle finger

I might have arrangements for December on couch surf but November is looking really bare and I’m worried about having to hotel through thanksgiving :(

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They've been stuck for a while. If anyone matches my $100 (or more) donation, and sends me proof, I'll sweeten the deal in a dedicated sketch stream once I'm back in the UK.

Goop@goop.monster

I’m currently homeless and couch surfing. I’m hoping to find a stable place to find a new provider for my maintenance meds, medium term I need to save up for an appointment, & to find a place to settle. anything helps ko-fi.com/gooptimes cash.app/$Goopfox venmo.com/u/gooptastic paypal.me/frdjz

I’m going to need all the help I can get to make it through the holidays while I’m unhoused :(

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I’ve been homeless since the start of July, traveling w my entire life in a carry on suitcase Most of my clothes have holes, I’m living extremely at risk while going couch to couch I’m trying to close in on housing, but I am severely disadvantaged with poor credit, and no income, I need help

Goop@goop.monster

I’m currently homeless and couch surfing. I’m hoping to find a stable place to find a new provider for my maintenance meds, medium term I need to save up for an appointment, & to find a place to settle. anything helps ko-fi.com/gooptimes cash.app/$Goopfox venmo.com/u/gooptastic paypal.me/frdjz

Made it to my next couch safe and sound I need to arrange another couch by the end of next week but hopefully I won’t have to hotel up much more, it’s so expensive

Disheartened about the safest longest and open couches I can go to in my social sphere are Canada, but it’s expensive as all hell to go there right now

I miss having hobbies like baking and bread making & the whole coffee ritual Art/music, studyx to share newly developed skills & talk passions w/ others and encouraging each other to continue improve

It’s a bummer this can only rlly be done in a stable life and life is stacked like I can exist but my only growth rn is surviving and finding small comfort in scary places wondering how I’m gonna unfuck this entire situation

I need a fallback like family but it’s not in my life so here I am roaming nomadically until I find a lucky break

I don’t feel good about the situation I’m in bc no matter what right now I can’t find a couch and I can’t imagine what the holidays will be like

Life kinda sucking being out in 100 degrees heat with nowhere to go and rest

Sorta holding over in an environment that’s not okay for me rn. I just need to make it till Monday for my flight to the next couch, though I fucking wish I could hotel up without it costing an exorbitant amount bc I’m not entirely safe right now

Just figuring out staying safe for this month has stressed me beyond capacity

Stress dreams bc I’m overstayed at my current couch and I need to keep it moving

The couch surf really seems to be falling apart and I need some break glass in case of emergency action soon

Finding a place to stay for a week right now is difficult I'm scared for the holidays

Doubled up on trans dysphoria bc I was my happiest on E Been 5 months since I had to stop

I feel so anxious to get settled Every time I get to a new couch I wonder how I’m gonna figure out my next till I miraculously do

I’m closer now than I was but I’m still only half way through the night

My overpacked carry on feels like too much to travel with but not enough to live off lol

Staring at the stars wondering a bit too much about things I can’t figure out

Idek at this point I’m so tired of every trip being a one way no return transit I can’t leave my stuff safely anywhere to return to I have to protect what little I have and travel with it everywhere

It’s only been a few months of this, but I’m weary, it’s difficult, I just have to keep my chin up I can’t afford to process a lot of what it is until I’m safe and sound but until then I can’t be comfortable, and I can’t rest easy I yearn for a home

Being homeless is experiencing a constant fire underneath my ass where one misstep means potentially losing my belongings or life I don’t have a place to find my feet, I’m just hopping one way destinations for short term survival till I can find that place

Oh boy I am having an emergency because there is a gap in the couches during this week and I am so fucked if I don’t find a place to stay